April 15, 2025

december 6, 2024

believe it or not, i am still very much in love with you.

february 7, 2025

what would’ve happend, if i didn’t walk into that bar? if i didn’t see your face? if you didn’t steal glances from across the room all night? if you didn’t walk up to me with your crooked smirk? if you didnt leave to get a rose from the convenience store 3 blocks down? if you didn’t ruin my life?

i have this feeling in my soul that i will be something amazing

december 27, 2024

is my smudged mascara, black mini skirt, bruised knees, red eyes, hungover state aesthetic enough for you?

yesterday i read the notes on a life

that had just barely counted as one lived

the girl was far too tainted to be a wife

but she was a girl with much love to give

she talked like a true contrarian

eternally antithetical girl 

then her opinions flew with the herons

to a much kinder and comforting world

with time her smile faded into the gray

and she went aimlessly through the motions 

she joined other wretched souls yesterday

her eulogy murmured by the ocean

i suppose she always hung by a thread

i would’ve hung onto each word she said

march 2, 2025

all my ghosts laugh at how i live my life now. and it doesn’t bother me even the slightest bit.

may 22, 2025

desire is such an ugly thing. pure want disguised in wandering fingertips, fingers laced in hair, and glazed over eyes.

november 30, 2024

i will mourn this november for the rest of my life. this november i fell out of love.

february 27, 2025

i saw all the stars tonight. dozens of miles away from harsh city light. i can only dream to be as beautiful as them.

may 27, 2025

his smile is so perfect. crooked and smug, but perfect for him.