February 27, 2025

march 31, 2025

march’s last day feels far too unsettling. like the end of an era. the end of you.

may 14, 2025

i wrote all day trying to string together a sentence but i simply cannot. there are no words, feelings or colors to describe the pain you cause me.

december 27, 2024

is my smudged mascara, black mini skirt, bruised knees, red eyes, hungover state aesthetic enough for you?

april 27, 2025

two years ago i worshipped the man i thought you were. thank god i am off my knees now.

january 2, 2025

my worst nightmare is being stuck in this terribly boring town doing something mediocre.

january 6, 2025

someone asked me today what made me so good at arguing. i shocked them to silence when i said being a good listener.

you must be the pill someone slipped into my drink because i feel everything all of a sudden and a haze hangs over our nights

april 13, 2025

for the first time i am completely fine in my own.

yesterday i read the notes on a life

that had just barely counted as one lived

the girl was far too tainted to be a wife

but she was a girl with much love to give

she talked like a true contrarian

eternally antithetical girl 

then her opinions flew with the herons

to a much kinder and comforting world

with time her smile faded into the gray

and she went aimlessly through the motions 

she joined other wretched souls yesterday

her eulogy murmured by the ocean

i suppose she always hung by a thread

i would’ve hung onto each word she said

december 16, 2024

i taste you, on my tongue. i taste us, on my tongue. i taste tragedy, on my tongue.