i always end up falling out of love when i finally realize it was only lust.
if i watch you build a life with another woman, i will blind myself.
i was not given everything i asked for as a child. and that made me a good person as an adult.
we were so close yet so so far. like december and january are.
with my luck, i’m sure you’ve gotten everything you wanted. i’m sure the seas part at your will and the birds chirp when you order it. with my luck you’re happy.
nothing. i feel nothing.
i can tell he’s mine because he whispers my name every night just before he falls asleep.
i am a skeleton walking, for you have stolen my heart.
for once, my mind is quiet.
even though we are not in love anymore, your mere presence puts me at ease. your body being in my vicinity calms my restless mind.