with my luck, i’m sure you’ve gotten everything you wanted. i’m sure the seas part at your will and the birds chirp when you order it. with my luck you’re happy.
we were so close yet so so far. like december and january are.
all my ghosts laugh at how i live my life now. and it doesn’t bother me even the slightest bit.
cold air hits my lungs and i finally feel alive again.
i never knew the concept of forgiveness would be so hard to grasp. but now i know that i can hold a grudge like a child. and in that melodrama i am proud.
you’re a melody
that is ingrained in
my head
but i cant quite remember
how the last part goes
happiness is running away from me. and i am letting it happen.
as the clock hit midnight last night, i became new and pure. but in the few hours since i woke this morning, i have already been tainted.
hey wouldn’t it be cool if we were codependent on each other and you needed me just as much as i need you.
i will die trying to prove my critics wrong.