March 22, 2025

march 22, 2025

it feels like i’ve lived three and a half lives since yesterday.

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october 20, 2024

i feel this bone aching sadness. it lingers in my muscles and flows through my blood. if i knew bleeding would stop it, i would volunteer to bleed out.

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alizahawthorne

6 months ago

december 5, 2024

from the moment i met you, i knew that you would change my life. to explain the love and the pain and the grief we’ve gone through would take years.

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alizahawthorne

1 month ago

may 27, 2025

his smile is so perfect. crooked and smug, but perfect for him.

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alizahawthorne

6 months ago

december 21, 2024

i yell at my mother with her same ruthlessness and out-argue my father with his same logic.

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alizahawthorne

1 month ago

may 5, 2025

i rip open my stitches each time you stumble back into my life. even though i know i will cry tonight as i stitch them up after you leave.

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alizahawthorne

8 months ago

october 27, 2024

i wish this momentary calm could find the courage to last for the entirety of my life. but the war in my brain scares it away.

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alizahawthorne

5 months ago

january 28, 2025

i feel new. and fresh. and pure. and god it feels fleeting.

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alizahawthorne

5 months ago

january 15, 2025

i only write to distract my self from my own self-destructive behavior.

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alizahawthorne

2 months ago

april 25, 2025

in march, time goes at a steady pace, but tomorrow it will be october and i will have not spoken to you since february and i will forget that i have ever spoken to you.

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alizahawthorne

10 months ago