happy birthday baby. even though you’re on the other side of the world. even though you hate me. happy birthday baby.
my brothers are the only people on the planet i would dare to call mine.
i will close your door but i refuse to lock it.
the worst sadness i’ve ever felt was grieving you while you were still very much alive.
i scream. i scream so loud. i scream so that my ears are ringing and my jaw hurts. i scream so that tears well up in my sad eyes. i scream my life away. for no one to hear a thing.
if the hunger games were real, i would’ve eaten those berries without you. i would’ve let you win.
i’ve only ever seen a man as temporary. but with you, i can see my entire life fall perfectly into place.
i swear it almost rained. i swear it almost washed out the whole world. i swear i almost gave up.
i do believe it would have been easier to have you ripped from me. because you’re still here, but i’m watching you undo the threads at a snails pace.