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Authors Note: This was a 2am emotional write so have fun :)
Summary: When your best friend gets his quirk and pushes you away your having a hard time coping without awnsers
Song: Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls
I don't want the world to see me, cause I don't think that they'd understand
Walking home from school once again alone, you kicked the pebbles in front of you while humming absentmindedly. I was stupid. Thinking that he would pay attention to you of all people after everything that's happened. After Toshinori got his quirk he had barely spared you a glance. Yes, you understood that he wanted to train to help his self-destructive quirk and that he had now gained confidence that allowed him to make new friends, you were happy for him. At least, in the beginning, you were. But now in your weakest moments when you needed a shoulder to lean on, he wasn't here. Just like how your phone now seemed like a barren wasteland without his constant texts.
When everything's made to be broken, I just want you to know who I am
Thinking back to yesterday when you had finally worked up the courage to approach him near the end of training you sighed while turning onto your street
"Hey, Toshinori?" You asked tapping him on the shoulder, wondering if you should even still call him by his first name. "Y/N?" He said almost surprised while turning to face you. God, you wished you hadn't come to talk to him. "I was wondering if everything's okay?" You said already wanting to leave after seeing his horribly fake smiling face. You had been friends for years, you could read him like a book. "Of course, Y/N, why wouldn't it be?" He said looking past your shoulder. "Toshi you won't even look me in the eye anymore" you pleaded, wanting an answer for his actions the past couple of months "I'm looking you in the eye right now," he said glancing towards your smaller figure. Jeez, he didn't even look the same as when you had last seen him up close.
Scoffing at the memory you realized you were nearing your house and decided to forget about him. You didn't need him any way you told yourself as you felt the need to cry, because although you felt like you were grieving the loss of someone who was still living, he had been your best friend since elementary.
You can't fight the tears that ain't coming or the moment of truth in your lies
Walking up the front steps you pulled out your keys to unlock the door, you kicked the door in anger before sliding the key in, in defeat.
When everything seems like the movies, Yeah you bleed just to know your alive
Throwing your bag down while kicking off your shoes you wander up to your room although you were home alone you sat on the edge of your bed with a sigh
Cause I don't want the world to see me
You supposed it was the lack of answers that had you reeling or maybe just the fact that he was your oldest friend
But I don't think that they'd understand When everything's made to be broken
But the one thing you knew was that you'd miss him a great deal and could only hope that he would feel a little remorse for what he'd done.
I just want you to know who I am...