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nightmaresanskin

9 months ago

Making friends (Vent)

Sooo how do people make friends cause I'vw never started to make friends? I have friends, but I don't know how to make new ones. I'm German and now in "der Oberstufe". So I dont have my friends in my class anymore and really struggle to even talk to others. I'm so used to have someone i consider a comfort next to me. Also a problem is that I talk like, a lot. I need to talk- like I always spoke my mind (quietly) to my friends and commented on things teachers said and stuff like that... so now people have to listen to me when I whisper to myself quietly (and I noticed that no one else does that). I always feel so embarassed and disgusting. When I speak with someone I at least know they're nice and knows me a bit, but we arent friends so I always feel like a burden and desperate and annoying and I don't want to intrude into their friend group, but I don't know what else to do!?!?!

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my art hades game zagreus hades 2 melinoë hades why am i so stupid I'm telling you i was LOSING IT towards the end i wanted to make a dumb sketch instead i rendered FOR HOURS Melinoë Hades ur lucky i'm gay or i would not spend like 40 minutes rendering the silver u wear zagreus is wearing something different because my brain worked for a second and i avoided drawing the dog skulls Multiply layers save me. save me multiply layers. im sorry i abandoned you. Yes they are both using their parents' aspects of the weapons but i didn't pay attention while sketching this so every identifiable aspect of the Hades spear is covered i almost drew a background to this. i came to my senses at the last second. good for me. Edit: ZAG'S EYE HIGHLIGHTS WERE ON HIS FORHEAD WHY DIDN'T ANYONE TELL ME :((( (I fixed it now)

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