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Have I read this like a thousand times? YES. Is it still the best story I've ever laid my eyes on? DEFINENTLY.
He's not the Winter Soldier anymore... but he's no spring chicken, either. Happy birthday, Buck đ
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader (hands au)
Warnings:Â Explicit sexual content. Minors DNI. Oral sex (m receiving), orgasm delay/edging, ruined orgasm, banter, lingerie, PiV. Bucky tries soooo hard not to cum lol. They're in love, your honor đ
Word Count:Â 1.7k
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Brooklyn Dodgers. Boston Bees. Chicago Cubs. Detroit⌠fuck. The Detroit whats? Bucky squeezed his eyes closed and tried to think.Â
He had to make this last.
Detroit Tigers. Damn it. He shouldnât have had to think so long about that one. Shouldâve been able to remember it. Oh, god. Keep going, keep going. What next?Â
There were the Phillies, in Philadelphia, of course. Stupid name. And then the PiratâÂ
âFuck,â he hissed, his hips jolting up on their own. âBaby, baby, slow down, I canâtââ
From the floor between his legs, you looked up at him and smiled. Well, it wouldâve been a smileâ he could see the crinkles by your eyes, knew what those meantâ but you couldnât exactly smile with his cock in your mouth.
Buckyâs spread thighs trembled, the tide inside him rising as you pulled back once more with hollowed cheeks. Grabbing fistfulls of the comforter with both hands as an anchor, the plates of his left arm shifted and whirred, betraying just how hard he was working to hold back. He didnât think he could. He wasnât gonna make it.Â
Maybe it would be okay; you probably wouldnât mind if he came now. Okay. Okay. Bucky took a deep breath, but just before he gave in and let go, you were goneâ your wicked mouth replaced by your hand, squeezing tightly at the base of his cock.
Bucky groaned. âGod damn it.â His dick flexed helplessly in your grip as you kept his orgasm at bay, and only the slightest, weakest dribble of cum flowed down his length and over your hand.
It was embarrassing; you hadnât even been sucking on him for very long, and here was, ready to blow. Was blowing. Did this count? He didnât think soâ if anything, it only left him even more frustrated and horny.Â
To tell the truth, heâd been close to the edge ever since you stepped out of the bathroom wearing⌠whatever you were wearing. Heâd never seen anything like it; strappy, with sheer black lace that somehow covered you while still letting him see everything, he couldnât wait to get his hands on it. It would be so easy for him to rip right through the flimsy fabricâ but no, he couldnât do that. You hated when he accidentally tore your clothes, so heâd never do it on purpose.Â
But god, he wanted to.
It had taken him a moment to pick up his jaw from the floor when you approached him, and you used that time to your advantageâ his brain was still struggling to compute when you pushed him down onto the bed and dropped to your knees between his legs.
Buckyâs left arm whirred as he leaned his weight back onto his hands. His cock jumped again, and he exhaled slowlyâ had to stop thinking about it. He closed his eyes and tried to focus on his breathing.
No, that tiny bit of release hadnât done anything to dampen the desperation he felt in his gut. Baseball. He was supposed to think about baseball.Â
âBuck,â you said softly, your voice lifting at the end. A question. He squinted one eye open, keeping his gaze focused squarely on your nose. Not on your chest, and definitely not on your peaked nipples that stood out under the delicate design. Fuck. Your mouth was still dangerously close to his cock, your breath hot against his spit-slick skin. âDo you want to come?â you asked.
Jesus Christ. Didnât matter if he wanted to or notâ he was going to if you kept this up. âI⌠I meanâŚâ He shuddered, goosebumps blooming on his skin.
âI thought you wanted to wait,â you murmured, dragging your lips along one side of his length. The vibrations of your words rumbled through his dick and straight up his spine. âIf you wanna come, you can.â
âI donâtâŚâ Deep breaths. Deep breaths. âI donât want it to be over.â He tipped his head back and stared at the ceilingâ safer that way. Maybe.
âBaby, itâs your birthday,â you simpered, mischief in your voice. Bucky gulped. âIâm not going to stop after you only come once.â
âCanât say that,â he whined, his hips jerking up reflexively.
âCanât say what?â you asked coyly. âThat itâs your birthday?â You let go of his cock and sat back on your haunches. He wished you hadnâtâ the pressure had been helpingâ âSure, youâre no spring chicken anymore, but thereâs no reason to be embarââ
âYou know what I meant.â
âârassed. Look.â You glanced pointedly at his cock, and the slick patch it had leaked against his thigh. It twitched hopefully at the attention. âMost impressive hundred-year-old dick Iâve ever seen. Iââ
Bucky sighed, opening his eyes only to narrow them at you. âExactly how many hundred-year-old dicks have you seen?â
âEnough,â you said with a shrug, then rose to your feet. âEnough to know yours is my favorite.â With a hand on his bare chest, you guided Bucky back to lie flat on the middle of the bed, then climbed up to straddle him. You settled down flat on top of him, almost like a hug⌠except your tongue teased his lips until they opened for you, and there was that lace, all that goddamn lace. It felt strange against his skin, different, and maybe he wouldâve liked it if he didnât resent it so much for separating you from him.
âGonna tell Steve you said that,â he mumbled against your mouth.
With a playful gasp, you pulled away from him. âYou would never,â you said, but when he met your eyes, your expression softened. You lifted a hand to brush his hair off his forehead, tucking a longer piece behind his ear.Â
So tender. So gentle.Â
Bucky pulled his lower lip between his teeth, struck with an entirely different, yet equally overwhelming, feeling. âI love you,â he murmured, wrapping his arms around you. The words were never enough, but they were all he had.
You knew that, of courseâ and the smile you gave him in return was so sweet that it made his heart ache. But before he could think of something smart to say, one corner of your lips lifted slyly.Â
Oh, no.
âDonât go soft on me now, Barnes,â you said, and he jolted when your fingers wrapped around his cock again. âOh, good,â you smirked. âYouâre not.âÂ
You sat up straight, showing off the expanse of theâ bodysuit? That sounded like the right word. Bucky couldnât help but reach for you with both hands, thumbing over your nipples before giving in to temptation and pawing greedily at your breasts.Â
Fuck baseball. No more distractions; Bucky needed to burn this into his memory, keep this image of you safe there forever. Confident and beautiful and better than he ever dared to dream, you rose up on your knees and lined him up. Youâd have to pull the fabric to the side, he guessed. Would be easier for him to just rip it offâ then heâd be able to get your tits in his mouth, too. But no. He couldnât. Almost idly, he pinched the lace-covered peaks between his fingers, andâ oh.
You swept his cockhead through your arousalâ and he could feel it, because there wasnât anything covering youâ even though you hadnât moved the fabricâ what?Â
You lowered yourself onto his cock, wiggling your hips a bit as you leaned back and took all of him in one slow motion. From this angle he had an unimpeded view of how he disappeared inside you, fitting perfectly into the cut-out section in the center of the gusset.Â
âOh, god,â he groaned again, rubbing his face with one hand.Â
He wasnât gonna last, and you knew it. You giggled when his breath stuttered, clenched around him when he grabbed your hips roughly. His fingertips dug into your skin, but he hesitated.Â
âCâmon, baby,â you encouraged softly. âLet go. Fill me up.âÂ
Bucky groaned, a mix of exasperation and pleasure, and cursed under his breath. âFine,â he said. âFine.â His hands on your hips werenât enough; he planted his feet flat on the bed. âFucking take it, then.âÂ
After holding back for so long, the pace Bucky set was unforgiving. Between his sharp thrusts up into you and the way he moved your hips to meet them, he chased his high with no reservations. It didnât take him long at all to find himself on the precipice once again; this time, he jumped over headfirst. His face scrunched up with pleasure, his muscles began to shake, and he couldnât muffle his moan as he spilled inside you.
Bucky didnât know exactly how much time had passed, but he was still catching his breath when you started to move again. Just a slow circle of your hips at first, then a subtle grind that wouldâve been barely noticeable if he wasnât so oversensitive at the moment. He sucked in a shallow breath and opened his eyes.Â
âNo time to waste,â you said. âWeâre behind schedule.âÂ
He had to blink a few times before he could actually see you. âHmm?â
âOne orgasm for every year, right? Tradition, or something.â
Bucky huffed out a laugh. âDunno where you heard that one,â he said, slurring slightly. ââS impossible.â His words didnât seem to discourage you in the slightest; if anything, you began moving a bit quicker. âYouâre gonna kill me,â he groaned.
âOnly one way to find out.â
He couldnât even pretend to scowl.
âBesides,â you continued, âyou havenât unwrapped your gift yet.âÂ
Maybe Buckyâs brain was still buzzing with post-orgasm static, but he couldnât remember seeing any presents in the room. His brows furrowed, but you looked exceptionally pleased with yourself when you took both of his hands in your own and led them to your chest. You used his hands to pull at the neckline of your bodysuitâ the elastic stretched a bit under the slight tension, then stopped.Â
You didnât speak, but Bucky heard you loud and clear. With a crooked grin and a sharp snap of his hips, he tore the lingerie to shreds.
He didnât know how many rounds this old body could go before it tapped out, but he figured his birthday was as good a time as any to find out.