Tbjzl X Reader - Blog Posts

Hey!

If anyone has ideas or wishes for some 8th member of the sidemen!reader imagines or headcanons please let me know.

All ideas are appreciated 💞

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𝐓𝐨𝐛𝐢 𝐁𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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Warning: not proofread

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Tobi is most of all a protective and a doting yandere.

He is always worried for your safety and well-being. The need to make sure that you are sheltered and content never leaves his mind. The worry burns him, makes his heartstrings twist and core feel like it's turning in on itself.

safe. safe. SAFE. you need to be safe. nothing can happen to you. nothing WILL happen to you. He has to make sure of it.

His big kind heart beats for you and gets erratic when you bless him with just a smile. Knowing that he made that precious sign of happiness appear, that he is making you’re content and protected - that is all he wants.

Tobi’s love for you is like a soft pillow of appreciation. soft kisses. lit candles that smell like vanilla or cherry blossoms. such sweet words that they make sugar seem bitter. getting fed ripe peaches cut into squares in a heart-shaped bowl. protective embraces. “Don’t worry baby, I will take care of everything”. fresh lavender tulips in the morning, for no special occasion. feeling light, like nothing is bringing you down.

It is certainly odd at first. The intense love and care can sometimes feel suffocating and unreal. Upon seeing your uneasy expression he tries to slow it down, he does try. But at the end of the day Tobi just wants to make you happy and assure your safety. 

Your happiness makes him feel twice the joy, it is almost addicting. 

The relationship dynamic and the flow of everyday life is completely up to you. Want to be completely independent, focus on your career - of course, if it makes you happy. Or do you want to stay at home and just enjoy a true stress-free life - he would be more than delighted to provide that lifestyle for you. He had the funds after all. He will slightly try to convince you to choose the latter option in case he notices you experiencing stress because of your job. But if you deny Tobi will drop the topic and just attempt to make your job easier if possible. Want him to be more affectionate or does it make you uncomfortable - whatever you prefer. Children, marriage, holidays, home - whatever you want. 

If you were to break up with him he would lose his calm. “What did I do please tell me. Did I displease you? I didn’t mean to, I swear.” Tobi would be extremely conflicted, he doesn’t want you to be with him when you don’t want to. But what if someone else can not dote on you as well as he does. What if you will be unhappy, not cared for enough. what if. what if. what if. “Please baby, I will be better. I promise. I swear”. But to be honest I can not see a reason why you would want to break up with him. He could never bring himself to force you into anything so if you are certain Tobi will have no other choice but to accept. But he will still continue taking care of you either from afar or up close. But please don’t do it. It will absolutely destroy him. If you want to be with someone else he will let you if it makes you feel content (he will try to show you that he can make you happier, but what’s new), just don’t leave him please.

The nicknames Tobi would use the most would be ‘honey’ - since he views you as a sweet bliss. or baby- because in his eyes you’re so precious he just wants to baby you.

Pure domestic bliss is his favorite thing to experience with you. Tobi would never limit you from living your life as you please because his heart would shatter if he somehow made you unhappy. But secretly he wishes nothing more than to just spend all days at home, just the two of you. In your own little safe haven where he can be sure you are safe and being treated only in the bestest way possible.

Rather than not seeing red flags he just doesn't mind them. His love is so intense that he lets you do anything, because he can't bring himself to deny you. You could literally punch him and he will be like: "it's okay honey, everything is alright". Not even noticing the pain on his face, he instantly goes to comfort you, worrying what made you feel so frustrated. Rushing to make sure you are alright.

He is so precious I swear to God.

1000/10 would recommend. ‎

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I hope you liked these lil headcanons and that you have a lovely day or night 💝🧸!!!

can i request a really angsty jj x reader? like way back when he was fight Logan, and Jake decides to verbally attack the reader or something? also don’t be shy to throw in protective!sidemen into the mix.

have a great day/ night <3

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𝘾𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙚___𝙆𝙨𝙞 & 𝙎𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙢𝙚𝙣 𝙭 𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙚𝙧

Thank you so much for requesting and a good day/night to you too!! This is my first time writing angst, but I hope yall like it <3. Also the setting might be a little unaccurate, but it helps the story to flow better.

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From the start you had always been anxious about JJ doing boxing. Since it was JJ he put a lot of work into it and became very good. And of course you didn't even doubt that he'll beat Joe Weller. But even considering that, there was something in you that was always worried.

So here you were. Worried about him, again. You forced yourself to fully believe that he'll win, because you couldn't imagine what would happen if he lost to Logan.

Before the night you and the boys decided to go to a party before the big fight day. The others had noticed your worry and hoped that a few drinks and some fun would cheer you up. To be honest it had been ages since you've gone to a party without JJ. He had been quite protective from day one. Eventhough he knew that you could look after yourself, he still found himself always worrying if you were okay and well.

As the black car drove to the destination you sat on the backseat, playing with the hem of your statin mini dress and scolding yourself for being worked up. But soon you were snapped out of your trance. "You okay?" Harry asked you with a concerned expression on his face.

"Yeah, just a little nervous about tomorrow" you chuckled at the boy next to you, trying reassure him. "He'll beat his ass, don't worry" Simon said from the frontseat and you smiled, "I hope you're right Minter".

"We're here" Harry mumbled and you stepped out of the car, only to be met with unwanted cameras. At first you and the guys somehow rushed passed them, but after some time when you went to grab a few drinks they found you again. The paparazzi started asking questions about the fight, who do you think will win and some other overasked questions. You were answering their questions while masking your annoyance with a slight smile untill you heard one of the interviews say, "Jake! Any interesting opinions about the upcoming fight?". After tracing the interviewer's eyes to your right you were suprised to find Jake Paul coming closer to you.

You and Jake had a light history, if you can even call it that. Jake was once asked who was his youtuber celebrity crush and he had answered you. At the time you had a decent sized channel that had just reached 4 million subscribers, but it was still odd to many. Your friends found it really funny though and joked about it quite often. But you thought he was just a douche. So when Ethan joked about it in a sidemen video, you didn't hold back and gave your honest opinion on the spoiled brat. Of course Jake wasn't happy after that and went straight into 'i never liked you anyways you ugly whore' mode. But his hateful comments didn't really bother you since you didn't watch him nor cared about him.

He stepped right next to you and flashed a cocky grin to the cameras. "Well, you all know what I think. I think you should ask KSI's girlfriend that". Your eyes were looking for the others in the crowd, but you couldn't find them. As you didn't know what to say next, anxiety was rising in you. JJ and you were complicated at the moment, there wasn't any relationship confirmed between the two of you or on social media.

"I'm sorry, but I should go and look for the others now" you forced a smile, trying to get out of the situation because you felt as if you'll regret not doing it later. "Come on, Y/N. Don't act like it's a secret that the two of you are fucking" Jake laughed and grabbed your shoulder to prevent you from leaving. You looked into his crazed eyes and realized that he was heavily drunk. But the interviewers were eating up his non-filtered speech, knowing this will get them lots of clicks and views.

"Or does he just use you as a easy fuck. Is that why it hurts to be called his girlfriend?" Trying to get under your skin he moved even closer to you. 'Has he really forgotten that we're being filmed right now?' You thought to yourself. "Just because you treat women like shit doesn't mean that everyone does" you snapped back at him with a stern tone.

As Jake moved back from you his cocky grin turned into angry frown. Suddenly you spotted Josh in the distance and ran to him without any other words to the interviewers. "Gosh, we were looking for you anywhere" Josh said with a face of concern that was fading into slight relief. "Are you alright?" He gently touched your shoulder. Josh always noticed when you got overwhelmed and this time wasn't any different. "Um, just a little overwhelming, but, yeah, it's alright" you answered. "Fuck this place, let's get you back in the car" he started leading you to the car.

"He said what ?!" Tobi's eyes shot wide after you told the guys about what had just happened. "Fucking cunt" Ethan cursed and you just nodded at him as a response. "JJ is not gonna be happy about this" Vik sighed, making Harry let out a sarcastic chuckle, "Yeah, no shit".

The guys were frustrated and you weren't suprised, knowing their protective nature towards you. "I think I'm gonna go and head to sleep now. Good night guys!" You said and started heading to your room. The guys wished you 'good night' and continued talking, but Tobi decided to follow you.

When you were just about to open your door you heard a "Wait" and turned around to see Tobi speedwalking towards you. The man stopped in front of you and opened his mouth to say something, but suddenly nothing came out. Tobi somewhat knew what he wanted to say, yet he didn't know how to word it. "Yeah, he hit a little close home, but I've heard worse from jerks like him" you chuckled to ease your friends concerns.

"Didn't even doubt it from you" Tobi snickered and put a hand on your shoulder. "But...If Jide comes, what do I tell him?" He asked with doubt lacing his voice. "Nahhh, he won't come, he needs to focus on boxing and stuff. But you don't have to worry about it Tobi." you smiled, however Tobi disagreed. "He'll come" he giggled and you did the same, knowing he's right.

You layed on your comfortable hotel bed and relaxed your mind. As your mind was drifting to dreamland you heard knocks on the door. You opened the door and there he was. He shouldn't be here right now and he looked tired, but you were more than happy to see him. JJ stepped in and gave you a slight, yet genuine smile.

There was no escape now. You had to address the topic that you'd been avoiding for a long time. JJ and you loved, acted and fucked as if the two of you were dating, yet it was never actually made official. You hated this, but you you knew that the both of you deserved to know if you guys were lovers, were you just fucking JJ or was it the other way around.

"You look tired" you mumbled, having no idea what to say. "The thing he said. It's not true you know", he ignored your claim. "Nothing he says is" you tried to make the mood a little lighter and earned a little chuckled from the man standing across from you. "But it can always be the other way around." JJ said in unexpectedly vulnerable words and tone. "Well, it's not like that right now", you forced a slight smile.

JJ pursed his lip and took a deep breath, "I love you, I really do. I know we aren't really a thing...,but I-I want you to know that. Shit, umm. I mean, I was thinking if you would like, want to be a something?" He stuttered with uncertainty. You looked into his dark eyes and felt them mirror yours. At that moment you realized that you weren't the only one who had been staying up late, wondering what they're really feeling and crying because the fear of their own emotions is too much.

The tears forming in his eyes reassured you that he was dead serious about this. Yet you had no idea what to do. You loved him and he certainly loved you, but that made this all even harder. The thought of a relationship ruining the pure love was too realistic and happened too often.

A salty tear dropped down your cheek as you felt the emotions inside you burst. You wanted to say that you love him out loud, but that meant a relationship. So how were the 4 words gonna drop from your tongue if the word 'commitment' alone sent chills down your spine.

Silence had dominated the conversation as the both of you stood in the little hallway of your hotel room. But soon enough JJ let out a sigh of relief as you nodded. "I love you too", you said and didn't waste anymore time before locking your lips with his.

When you pulled away, the both of you had the widest smiles on your faces. "I'm still gonna fuck Jake up for that though", JJ giggled. "I'm sure you will" you whispered under your breath and kissed him again.

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