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You don't notice
The everlasting sorrow
That's drowning out
The life in my eyes.
I'm weeping inside,
But you're only seeing
Soft flesh
Carrying a fabric
That lays loosely over my body.
I am but merely an item,
That had been claimed
The moment you rest your body
Against mine.
All my self worth plummeted
In a matter of seconds,
And I have never felt so ashamed.
~ceramic-feelings
Nhi krta dil ab apni maujoodgi jataane ka, nahi hota mann mujhe ab khudka haal bataane ka. Arey hatao, Ye do din ka tufaan hai, fir kahi kho jaayega . Har baar to hojata hai, iss baar bhi yunhi thik ho jayega !
Let the rain,
Let it roll off your back
drip drip away your pain
Before you hit the sack
It's alright to let it go
Don't be embarrassed to cry
Rain is warm, cold is snow
After you'll be able to dry
Snowy cold
Trust me you want to be warm
You'll fill your cracked mold,
Your chipped, poor form
Don't fall asleep with an open mouth
You'll surly drown
Keep on hitch hiking south
I should have known that to happen it was bound
Well I must not lose time
I have to keep moving
If you drive to me to Texas I'll give you my only dime
To myself I do the proving
To keep myself going I keep my belongings light
Are you on my tail?
Sorry but you, I still don't trust quite
Please stay here don't bail
It's has little to do with you at all
Please just wait and stay
Are you here to catch me or will I hit rock bottom at full force when I jump then fall?
I'm really sorry it might be a long delay
The past is the past
It may not have been the best
Let’s just leave it at that
But soon I'll be free from this wrecked nest
Right now it's not fun
It's those memories
I should hurry up, get over it and be done
Families that feel like enemies
The stares that pierce through you
They judge
But they don't have a clue
Their stubborn heads won't budge
I now look forward, so don't make me look back
I will be better someday
I won the treasure by slapping the jack
I didn't mean it like that way
No one to trust
No one to hold and clutch
Heat full of tumble weeds and dust
Not even a love touch
I was invisible
They didn't care
But anything is live-able
So I built my own lair
They didn't pay attention either
Suck it up and deal
Never got a breather
No one cares how I really feel
Say that you love me then break me like a china plate
Why did you make me sit on a towel?
Well now you're too late
Never had good bowels
Always felt out of place
I'm sorry but some things can't be forgiven
After things happened I don't feel safe
But I'm going to keep on live'n
Always felt different and weird
In a bad way
I tried to make all of it disappear
Nobody I wanted ever stayed
Tears roll'n down my cheek
They hit the floor like glass
The feelings that are deep down are antique
It can happen that fast
I've learned how to turn myself into a rock
Always picking up my own head
It causes me to have writers block
While people eat the meat, I don't whine and take the bread
No one cared if my head drooped down
I was forced to walk alone
They ignored me when one my face there was a frown
That's when my heart turned to stone
Freedom.
I have dreamed of the word
But have always been uncertain
Of its meaning
Is it choice,
Or ability?
Or is it something in between?
I ask for freedom
But wonder
Which side of the bars
I see