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𝐊𝐒𝐈 𝐚𝐬 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜 𝐲𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐞 (𝐇𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧)

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JJ is most of all a possessive and a dependent yandere.

Keeping the relationship from the public eye would depend on your lifestyle. If you were a public figure he would want everyone to know that you are dating him in an attempt to make sure no one else would even think of getting a chance with you. If you wish for it yourself he would make sure to take you with him to events and also post you on his social media from time to time. Since you are a known individual he would be even more terrified than usual of others taking you away from him.

But if you were not a person already known in the perspective of the public he would try to shield you from it. JJ does not want to let them discover you, they do not deserve it, they just do not. But he also feels like that exposure could be overwhelming or uncomfortable for you and he does not want that. What if it is so bad you will leave him?

After a while of knowing you JJ would grow dependent. The stress of his job and the conflict with his own family makes him search for something that would ease the pain, but nothing ever seems to do the trick. Until he met you, finally everything negative seemed to fade away for a certain part of the time. The only thing he felt and knew was the heavenly all-around goodness that you shined upon him. 

He felt dependent on that feeling to get through the day. And when he was not able to see you or speak to you for a long time (a day is long to him) he would start to have serious withdrawal symptoms. JJ would experience sudden misery and anxiety. 

Returning to being in your presence always feels more euphoric than ever, but it also makes him realize how he can not lose you. JJ is self-aware of the effect you have on him and he is also not naive to the fact that if you left him he would crumble.

Trying to buy your attention and loyalty is an unfortunate act that blooms from JJ’s insecurities and fear of being abandoned by you. Deep inside he feels bad. He is trying to make you stay with him with his money, it feels so selfish, manipulative even. But on the surface, he can not stop himself. There is a chance this will work, so he must try. 

JJ would be absolutely over the moon if you moved in with him. He does not personally wish for marriage. But sharing a home feels like tying a new different bond with you. In case you are not ready for that yet, he is okay to wait. To gently move towards that direction he would ask you to decorate his living space, hoping that then his home would be to your liking and that you would feel more comfortable visiting more often or maybe one day even moving in with him. Along with that he also devotes spaces in the house to you. Places where you can store some of your essentials and a space just for you to hang out at when JJ is not home, but you would still want to be in his house. 

But to his credit, JJ keeps his intense before-mentioned emotions under wraps. The relationship itself is marvelous. Even though he is busy and has a hectic schedule JJ always makes time to be with you. His favorite way to spend time with you is either just listening to you talk about your day or just anything that comes to your mind. He enjoys just laying with you whilst you talk and letting the rest of the world disappear whilst he drifts into his personal paradise. 

JJ also greatly enjoys taking you to places. Traveling to countries that both of you have never visited before. Staying at hotels or spas that caught his or your attention from the internet. Visiting astonishing sites that do not even seem real. His heart lusts for you and everything life has to offer. And most importantly he wants to give you all that life has to offer. 

But no matter what occasion or activity spending time with him is always a joy. You have managed to break into his rough shell without making JJ lose his playfulness. Whilst you bring him hope, strength to thrive on. JJ brings you child-like joy, infecting you with his lust for life.

When it comes to nicknames JJ keeps it pretty simple and basic. Most of the time, if he is not calling you by your name he will call you ‘babe’. But during softer moments he would let a soft ‘gorgeous’ slip by his lips.

Overall 1000/10 again. Would recommend.

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