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Dallas with a fem!s/o that completely shuts down when she gets yelled at/when she is upset. (I DO THIS 😭💀)🫀
You and Dallas were having another fight.
You couldn’t even remember what started it.
“How many times do I have to tell you y/n?! I didn’t do it!” Dallas said to you.
Ah yes. Now you remember. A few girls from school started this rumor that dal was cheating on you.
“I know..I just-“
“You just what? You thought I would actually cheat on you?!!!!” His voice boomed around the the house.
You started to relax the muscles in your face, crying with no emotion. Your feet were glued to the floor. You couldn’t even bat an eyelash. Dallas had never yelled at you like that.
“..baby? Are you okay?” Dallas moved closer to you, grabbing your hands, caressing your knuckles with a worried face.
“….I’m sorry for accusing you. It was my fault. I should have known better than to believe those socs.” Your eyes glanced at the floor, avoiding his gaze.
“It’s alright, doll..you didn’t know.” He said with a small smile.
“Are you leaving me now?” Your lip quivered at the thought of losing Dallas. Especially over something so stupid.
His smile fell, turning into a frown.
“Of course not, baby..” he held you close to him, as if that if he let go, you would disappear forever. He couldn’t have that.
“I’m so sorry, dal” you said as more tears came rolling down.
“Hey, man. None of that. Come on babe..your too precious to cry..” He said, wiping away your tears gently.
He pressed a small kiss to your lips.
“…I love you, doll.” he said holding you closer to him.
He didn’t say it I’m a normal way. He said it in the most sincere way he could.
You smiled. “I love you too dal.”
You hugged each other all night, cuddling with your boyfriend.
He is yours just as much as you are his.
And nothing could change that. Ever.
Seasons
Trees in the winter are skeletons
But now they are beaded with buds
Grass greener than ever
To make up for being dead
Overcompensation
Before burn out
It will all soon happen again
And without knowing it,
I will grow into
Good territory or bad
I may be stuck here but
It’s my choice where my roots go
I will see it through in the weather
And the seasons of weakness
It’s the music with fun beats that get me through night shift so I don’t fall asleep 🤍💜