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MCYT has taken me over again

Used to be obsessed to an unhealthy amount w/ Dream!SMP, w/ Ranboo ofc. But now my brother got me to seriously watch Grian and I love his chaos. I definitely appreciate his British chaos over Tommy. Tommy has his moments, but he’s so loud sometimes and just SO high energy. Grian is just more chill, you know? He’s sophisticated compared to Tommy. Not to say TommyInnit isn’t funny, I have a sense of humor, but I don’t have to be in a certain mood to enjoy Grian’s humor as much. Does that make sense?

the way he goes from a protective, defensive stance as young seph, to a risky offensive stance above that, and then not even in a fighting stance as safer sephiroth... very cool.

But. If you look at it from top to bottom you see how each one seems to be guarding and protecting the one below it, or hiding the lower one like russian nesting dolls. Something Something inner child Something Something.

Also makes me think the stance/position of the sword is related to how guarded/fearful he is about the Truth as time goes on. Sephiroth is always protecting an inner traumatized part of himself that fears he'll never be human until he learns that he never was.

Also the sephiroth head in the clouds with horns, it's hair + horns form the shape of the head of baphomet, which can symbolize divine knowledge/enlightenment, but he might've just drawn it that way bc the symmetry looks good idk

I’n waiting for clearer resolution but Nomura may have just drawn the coolest Sephiroth portrait yet. HE EVEN INCLUDED MINIROTH 🥹

Cloudie Connected Universe (CCU / Cloudieverse)

Okay! Listen up! It's time for the fun stuff now. So, I have this multiverse in my minecraft content called as the title says; Cloudieverse (The Cloudie Connected Universe) (As inspired by MCU.) 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ 】 Now, I wanted to introduce to you the key duo / trio names between the said multiverse. 1. SoulboundDuo. | SoulboundDuo is a Duo name between the variants Juno Rosen and Epsilon, they are inspired by ARG!Sunshipduo and follow the same concept finding each other in every universe / Killing each other in every universe. | 2. HoneyfangDuo. | The name is inspired by Sunshipduo. However, this is my duo and ship name with me and my Partner. | | 3. Sunset Trio. | Sunset Trio is the Trio name between me and two of my friends on a MC SMP but can apply to our other character's and or Variants. | 4. Godly Trio. | Similar to SoulboundDuo except it involves three people. Any Juno and Eps variants and 1 soul whose spirit is split across the multiverse, Mystery. They are called Godly Trio due to the fact each of them are like 'gods'. They traverse when freely and do whatever they please when they feel like it. This trio mainly contains The Original Juno and Epsilon in the CCU and as for Mystery, it is just his brother, Avow. (Who is actually Mystery reincarnated into another body.)

| 5. ObsidianDuo. | This duo is inspired by Emerald Duo and made for me and another friend of mine. Not much is to say about these two. | 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ 】 Character's involved: SBD- O!Eps and O!Juno (Odyssey SMP) 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦✦ 】 HFD- Any Juno and Rose variants. (Mainly directed as CV!Honeyfangduo. [Cloudieverse] CV!Juno and CV!Ambrose.)

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SST- Any variants or character's of Juno, Buddy, and Syn. (Trio name Originated from GOOPSMP) 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦✦ 】

GT - Mainly consist of O!Soulbounduo and TS! (TimelessSMP) Mystery [who, again, is reformed in another body and is 'known' as Mystery's brother.] (Will explain this complicated process on a different level.) 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦✦ 】 OBD- Any Juno and Marlo variants. (Usually follows the Son (Juno) and father (Marlo) trope unless stated otherwise.) 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦✦ 】 How are Mystery and Avow the same person? Mystery is a moth hybrid who was first played in my first ever SMP titled 'TimelessSMP'. In this universe, he was originally a god of chaos and tricks. Similar to Loki and any other deity / Entity. One day, a convergence between TimelessSMP and ReverenceSMP (My 3rd SMP) had occurred and Mystery was caught in the middle of it, his spirit fell through the floor which in turn split his soul. and so now, any SMP he is part of, his soul becomes split and it takes a toll on his original body which is in a coma. The gods of Timeless are keeping him alive but decided to ease the pain by forming him a new body with a new personality so it has no affect on the timeline. He would be known as Avow and also be known as a spider hybrid. 【✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦ ✦✦ 】 I think that's it. If you have any questions of these group names and of the CCU itself, don't be afraid to comment or go into my Ask box!

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We wait all of our life for temporary things, like it is a normal thing. We wait for the weekend, for holidays, vacations, but this is not what life is about. We should not wait (never) because our life is too short and people don't observe this.

“All your life you wait, and then it finally comes, and are you ready?”

— Anthony Doerr (via quotemadness)

Unfortunately, my grandma is the only person irl who shares my love of the Beatles, so we had a movie night and watched a Hard Day's Night and it was a blast! Here are some of my thoughts and comments on the film and some of my favorite parts/quotes (sorry if it's out of order):

• the opening is obviously iconic, I love how George and Ringo fall and almost get fucking trampled and we aren't even a minute in yet

• also the way John just laughs at them took me tf out, I love it

• "he's very c l e a n"

• Paul's grandfather was fucking helarious

• my grandma was singing all of the songs so loudly that I couldn't hear any of them 💀

• "Tell me, how did you find America?" "Turn left to Greenland"

• "What do you call that hairstyle you are wearing?" "Arthur"

• the entire part where George is mistaken for a teen model had me cackling

• "do not breathe on me, Adrian"

• "grotty" should be used more

• I love how the manager was basically just like a babysitter trying to take care of four out of control children

• I did not appreciate the Ringo's nose slander, his nose is beautiful

• Ringo's wack ass dancing was so amusing to me

• "Do I snore, John?" "Yeah, you're a window-rattler, son."

• John randomly oinking like a pig caught me off guard tbh

• Ringo being protective of his drums is literally me with my guitar

• "Put yer tongue away, it looks disgustin hangin out, all pink and naked."

• all of the songs were bangers, ofc

• all of the John in the bath scenes give me pure serotonin, I love his goofy ass

• me and my grandma sang a duet of And I Love Her when it came on and it was so fun and sweet

• I'm so sad that they didn't add "You Can't Do That" into the film since it's my favorite song on the album

• since I watched Nowhere Boy directly before this and almost cried, this line tore out my heart

• the scenes of Ringo with the kid were so random but also so wholesome

• the whole mistaken identity scene with John and the lady had me laughing and blushing, oh my God

• since my grandma is a George girl, she was simping hardcore during his song, it was so cute

• she literally yelled "I've got dibs on George!"

• my grandma also doesn't laugh when she thinks stuff is funny for some reason, so it was basically just me cackling in the otherwise silent living room the whole time

• she kept looking over to me throughout the film and finally said, "man, you're all over John the whole movie, huh?" 😭

• please, she can't talk, this women literally ran up to the TV and touched George's face 🤣

• okay, I know I'm going to sound delusional as fuck but just hear me out-

During this exact particular scene:

I swear to God, for a second I thought I could smell John through the screen. So, the whole room just smelled like nothing basically, but when the camera was on John straight ahead in this scene after he's talking to the lady in the hall, my senses just exploded basically. I suddenly smelled strong tobacco and cigarette smoke, along with a clean sweet smell and citrus. It's like when someone walks by you with a lot of cologne or something and you are hit by it? It was like that with the sudden angle change when it went to this shot of John. It was the weirdest shit. I know it sounds dramatic and like I'm making it up, but weirdly enough it's happened to both me and another family member a few times with other movies, but idk why lol. Then when John went up the stairs it faded away and didn't come back. No one smokes in their house either and there was no smell like any of that in the room before, so it was really weird but also oddly comforting. Anyways, I'm probably just going insaine.