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ATTENTION ALL FIC WRITERS:
What do you do when you have no motivation to write another chapter?
Does anybody even care anymore are have they finally given up on me for good I don't know all I know is that I can't keep hiding my emotions like this, it's tearing me apart it's like every time something happens I'm forced to pretend like it didn't I'm sick of it, I just wanna feel normal, I just wanna live a normal life, I don't want to be the girl who everybody looks at and says " why is she always alone? Why does she just sit in a corner and not talk to anybody" I don't wanna be that girl, but I am Always alone, and I will always be alone I just wish somebody would come up to me and say "are you ok" all I want is somebody to care about me and ask me am I ok, do I need help? I just wish I wasn't too afraid to talk to somebody, to talk to my friends, to talk to my sister to talk to anybody but I'm too afraid I'm afraid that they'll see me differently. I'm afraid that those see you who I really am. A weak little girl, who tries to act tough and act like nothing gets to her, who tries to be strong and pretend like she's always happy like nothing can get her down but I'm not always happy. Actually, I'm rarely happy I guess that's why I am afraid I've been hiding for so long in a way I don't even know who I really am so to let others see me the real me, it's terrifying I don't know how they will react to see all of my scars all I know the floodgates are gonna open one way or another and it would be best if I were to tell them myself before they found out by themselves