I Dont Want To Sleep - Blog Posts

buttonstheturtle

7 years ago

Friend: *kills hinself*

My fucking, shit-brain: death? You like death?? You want some dreams of death??? Have some nightmares of people being mauled or run over! Have nightmares of your past friends and old teachers chasing you while tying to kill you!! Have a nightmare of your mom planing to kill you!!!

You LOVE death right?

Me: I'd rather die from exhaustion then sleep.

Brain: not good enough? Wanna imagine your nephew being murdering by someone gouging his eyes out?? Wanna imagine him falling down some stairs and smashing his head open??? I can do that! I'll even make you think about him being kidnapped!! Or maybe even just him suffocating in his sleep!!!

DONT YOU JUST L O V E DEATH???

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please im scared im tired i’m terrified turtle talks death cw death tw mentions of violence mentions of torture buttons vents turtle says stuff buttons says stuff wtf buttons? buttons stop hahaha i wanna sleep but my brain says no buttons rants haha im tired i cant escape from my own brain can i? i dont want to sleep i dont want to dream i dont want to think i dont want to see anyone die i had a nightmare last night where evwryone wanted to and actively tried to kill me including both my parents i want to stop thinking i want to stop dreaming i want these nightmares to stop i want to sleep and dream i want to think and be happy i dont want to have nightmares of people dying i dont want to think about my 1 year old nephew dying

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mr-froggio

2 years ago

i’ll be sleeping in afternoon and be awake for the rest of night / midnight : God knew id be too powerful if i wasn’t sleep deprived... also been reading ‘my year of rest and relaxation’ and it was so scary how i actually relate it with my abnormal sleeping patterns... well, im okay though at lease continuously breathing