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warning: rant abt being trans
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being trans is so fucking exhausting are you kidding me. i go through so much effort every day to make myself feel like a boy, just for someone to call me a girl the minute i go out in public.
i hate feeling like a freak everywhere i go, getting an odd look when i tell someone my name because i know my voice is too high pitched to be a boy’s.
i hate the fact that i have to tape my chest and practically damage my ribs every fucking day so i can feel like myself in my body, just for someone to misgender me anyways.
i feel like nothing about me will every be masculine enough. not my voice, not my face, and definitely not my height holy fuck. it doesn’t matter how short i cut my hair, how flat i make my chest, or how masculine i dress—at the end of the day, all anyone sees when they see me is a girl trying to be different.
i just wish it wasn’t so hard to feel like myself.