i'm so fucking good at hating people. like, oh, you're just existing? well, i Don't like you. you annoy me and i kinda need you to SHUT UP this instant! peace and love!!
"noo I can't do that, people are going to think I'm self centred and annoying :(" I say while being the most self centred and annoying person to ever
psychosis is so scary what do you mean there was a random flash behind me and now i am being watched. why is my closet slightly more open than it usually is i don't remember keeping it like that there is Something in there. i am going to die tonight aren't i.
belp
By far the worst hallucinations are bugs. Like girl why. I don't need that
The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.
Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.
Virginia Woolf, Orlando
im narcisisst myself .. i hope i deserve ur lips my highness..
for calling me that, you just might, my dear..