By Far The Worst Hallucinations Are Bugs. Like Girl Why. I Don't Need That

Self destructive to the point where I almost WANT to go into psychosis.

I want to feel that fear again

I want everyone to know that I’m sick

That it’s not for attention

I want to be alone again

I miss being lonely.

What is wrong with me?

Maybe I’m just used to it. Not having something wrong in my head is weird to me. It’s uncomfortable even.

the two genders are “i no longer wish to be perceived” and “i have to be the most fuckable person at the grocery store”

they should invent joints that don’t hurt

are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me

"i love talking about myself please ask me about myself :3" npd vs "if these people know any honest and genuine traits about me they will stone me to death in the streets" anxiety

never forgetti people are vile and will harm you if given the chance

Oh my god I’m an awful person 🙁

Oh my godddd 😏 I’m an awful person 🥳‼️😫

what’s the pink they put in pink lemonade that makes it so poppin