Man Listening To A "song" On His "headphones" And Enjoying A Flavored Handheld "snack": I Am Waiting

Sometimes I wonder if I actually have npd since I feel very "normal" but then I'm forced to be in the close proximity to people and I'm like oh.

"your such a narcissist"

yu'o're**

derealization while literally in VR is such a wild feeling

self care is cutting everyone off and locking yourself in and never speaking again actually

I don’t know how to communicate

Self destructive to the point where I almost WANT to go into psychosis.

I want to feel that fear again

I want everyone to know that I’m sick

That it’s not for attention

I want to be alone again

I miss being lonely.

What is wrong with me?

Maybe I’m just used to it. Not having something wrong in my head is weird to me. It’s uncomfortable even.

stuck between an infinite loop of “i never wanna get better, i like how i am” and “if i dont get better i will never function in society”

being otherkin or therian isn't always having these crazy flashbacks, backstories, dreams or shifting. Sometimes you just are

(guy who’s lost so much and loses more every day) I never fucking lose

You can do whatever you want with your identity btw