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They need to invent a guy dead on the floor emoji
the two genders are “i no longer wish to be perceived” and “i have to be the most fuckable person at the grocery store”
corpse grindin man by harley poe starts playing and i'm like YEEEEEEEEEEHOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
what’s the pink they put in pink lemonade that makes it so poppin
adrianne lenker songs are playing and i'm suddenly perfectly fine
(guy who’s lost so much and loses more every day) I never fucking lose
Self destructive to the point where I almost WANT to go into psychosis.
I want to feel that fear again
I want everyone to know that I’m sick
That it’s not for attention
I want to be alone again
I miss being lonely.
What is wrong with me?
Maybe I’m just used to it. Not having something wrong in my head is weird to me. It’s uncomfortable even.
are u ever sick w longing. and i don't just mean romantic longing. i mean longing for a place you barely get to see, longing for friends you no longer have, longing for feelings you might have left behind in your childhood, longing for creativity, longing for a rich and more expansive life, longing for less inhibition. longing for more passion. longing for ur life to be so incandescent w something it thaws all the frost in ur bones. are u ever so consumed w it it rends ur heart in two. do u understand me
The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.
Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.