They need to invent a guy dead on the floor emoji
The urge to just destroy myself. To cut off everything. To go radio silent on everyone because my brain is absolutely convinced I'll be best off alone, locked in a tiny little box.
Why can't I just have a moment to breathe? To actually enjoy my bit of happiness I get here and there.
im so mad. i need to kill someone so i wont be so mad
in the mood to kill everyone
im the best problem thas ever happend to this world
The urge to write an angst fic about Vox that completely others him from most of hell because he's a machine, and machines become obsolete one way or the other, and someday he'll be a broken flat box in a junkyard that no one looks twice at. No one will look at it and think "there was a person in there. There was a soul that occupied that screen" Because there isn't a soul there. It's just parts. Broken thing of the past that used to shine and glitch and scream and fight desperately to stay important. But it's a box. It's been taken apart by the hungry scavengers looking for anything valuable to sell.
Was he killed by a vengeful overloard or was he left in the rain too long? Did he fight to his last breath or get a little bug in his system? Did his death have meaning or was he a slave to the wires that run through his arms like veins? Does it even matter now, when he's a broken flat box in a junkyard? Does anyone remember?
It's 1am and I need answers
this stupid blog is everything to me and explains so much about me and that's so embarrassing. i honestly never want anyone i know to find this and know it's me
One word I really hate is delulu. It really gets on my nerves trying to sound all cutesy and it is usually used by people who never had to deal with psychosis or have delusions before. I just wish people would just stop.
im narcisisst myself .. i hope i deserve ur lips my highness..
for calling me that, you just might, my dear..
i like to think one of the first things Alastor did after coming back was visiting Rosie right away <3 gotta see the bestie