"i Love Talking About Myself Please Ask Me About Myself :3" Npd Vs "if These People Know Any Honest And

im so mad. i need to kill someone so i wont be so mad

It’s too easy for me to never talk to people again 

Tissa David on Raggedy Ann -

"Every time someone says that my Raggedy Ann is the best of the animators', I say, 'Yes, because I love her!' It's true. I think you do have to love her. Not as a little cartoon character but as Raggedy Ann. It's like a little thing that is alive. I think that's very important."

"noo I can't do that, people are going to think I'm self centred and annoying :(" I say while being the most self centred and annoying person to ever

Self destructive to the point where I almost WANT to go into psychosis.

I want to feel that fear again

I want everyone to know that I’m sick

That it’s not for attention

I want to be alone again

I miss being lonely.

What is wrong with me?

Maybe I’m just used to it. Not having something wrong in my head is weird to me. It’s uncomfortable even.

derealization while literally in VR is such a wild feeling

Things my cluster b folks understand that others (probably) don’t

Unable to love someone and be mad at them at the same time. Anger automatically equals hate. I’m angry at you, I hate you. I’m not mad anymore, I’m done hating you.

Several months of psychologically damaging social isolation followed by one shallow, purely transactional friendship you’ll purposely torch into flames at the first sign of a reason.

All the hindsight in the world and almost no foresight.

When someone insults you so now your whole identity is ruined and you have to discard that one in favor of building another

Being so irritable for no reason. You just start getting angry at strangers for existing in your vicinity, and your personal space gets multiplied by ♾️ Now everyone feels way too close even when they’re nowhere near you.

Being totally convinced others are using you based solely upon how many things you didn’t want to do but agreed to anyway because you forgot you have feelings and needs

Raise the bar so high that you don’t have friends, get so lonely that you just straight up get rid of the bar and have no standards, get hurt, raise your standards exceptionally high to prevent yourself from letting anyone near you again. But now you’re lonely… so you get rid of the bar-

Moving on from everything really fast. Emotions last seconds, minutes, a couple hours. Even largely complex, traumatic emotions like grief and mortal fear. It’s Tuesday, the end of all that’s alive, and then it’s still Tuesday.

Always craving some specific form of emotional void-fill. You don’t know what you need, but you do know it’s never anything you obtain. “I’m so goddamn thirsty, but all this water I’m surrounded by has no effect no matter how much I drink.”

Every want and need has to be a dilemma for some reason. Because being on the same page with yourself is just illegal for us. Love me, hate me, want me, and leave me alone. Yes, all at once. You physically can’t? Well, shit. Screw everything, then.

i love when i bring one of my raggedy annies somewhere and people ask about her. they ask if she's haunted or "is that annabelle???" and i'm always like no!!! shes just raggedy ann!!! and i get to info dump and its so funsies. i have yet to encounter someone that actually wants to be dumped on tho, like with the story of raggedy ann and how it differs from literally the most violent haunted doll in history