Yangeles - Isobel

i crave being someone’s first choice so bad. why does no one ever choose me over others?

I want someone to stab me

I want to memorize your likes, your dislikes, your schedule, your everything. I’ll take notes, write everything down on paper. I need to know everything about you.

How do i nonchalantly ask for someone to hold me until everything makes sense again and not lose my aura points

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the urge to start a journal specifically tracking everything i know about him<3 everything he likes or doesn't, his memories, accounts, passwords, everything.

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People seriously underestimate the long term effects of constant loneliness

"why are you so weird?" Idk, maybe because being completely isolated while growing up has destroyed my brain and now I'm nothing more than a human-mimicking creature that bases all of my actions on what I think is normal human behavior rather than just doing things naturally

hope he had a good sleep! ⁺.⊹ 🤍

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed

i need to run away so bad