I Crave Being Someone’s First Choice So Bad. Why Does No One Ever Choose Me Over Others?

you don’t know me, but i know everything about you. every interview, every movie, every tv show... everything. and one day, you’ll see me.

being alive is just so exhausting

Every selfshipper I'm telling you best hack is to MAKE A SHIMEJI OF YOUR F/O !! OR SEVERAL !! I was missing my wife?? Wanted to cry and throw up?? BOOM HES ON MY PHONE AND I CAN FLING HIM!!!

yet

I hate being jealous over someone who isn't even mine...

devotion? oh, no, my love. my feelings for you are not mere devotion; they are greater than obsession, greater than just “love.” it is more like i have been born to exist for the sole purpose of serving you, like my entire being was made for you. that is how i feel about you. that is it. 

Being obsessed with someone (and codependent) to the point everything revolves around them

Always checking your notifications to see if they messaged you

Or rushing through other tasks just to be with them

All your thoughts are consumed by this one person

They’re always in the back of your mind

You genuinely can’t stop thinking bout them

You’re obsessed and codependent to the point you can’t survive without them

Why would anyone else matter when you have them?

ur rambling about something to your f/o when they stop responding, they get all doe-eyed and stare at you.

you stop talking and raise your eyebrows. "hellooo?" you ask, teasingly.

they blink a few times and grin. "sorry, you just look so pretty/handsome right now. carry on."

you just roll your eyes and continue tallking.

blanche dubois would love girlblogging on tumblr

Please love me im very normal and chill (i say un-normally and un-chilly)