Being Alive Is Just So Exhausting

call me evan buckley the way i have a chronic pain flare up in my leg

“Jealousy is so cute.” Jealousy makes me want to kms, but okay! Glad that you still think I’m cute when I’m losing my mind ദ്ദി(˵ •̀ ᴗ - ˵ ) ✧

how I lay on my pink bed scrolling my phone in my pink room as if there werent countless bleeding marks all over my body and an unsatisfiable emptiness that's consuming me slowly yet surely:

attention attention please please please just talk to me and i'll die for you please just let me fall in love with you forever and ever and ever and ever

F/O that recognizes when you're triggered. They take the time to ground you. Redirect you from those thoughts that swim so horribly in your head. Maybe they'll remind you of something you like. Maybe they'll mention something that made them think of you earlier. Maybe they'll touch you and remind you that they're there. No matter what, they SEE you. They see your struggle. They see how hard it is, how panicked you look, how upset you can become over these things that don't always effect others. They tell you that it's okay, that they understand. They're there for you. It will be okay. This, like everything else, will pass. They're gonna be with you while you ride it out, and beyond that too.

PROSHIP DNI! READ DNI BEFORE REBLOGGING.

telling people who don't know him that he's my boyfriend

thinking about f/o getting flustered (and maybe even a healthy amount of possessive...) when you wear their clothes

having such a niche f/o that u don't have any sharers or doubles is soo freeing

the “i wanna go home” never leaves my head even when i’m physically sitting in my bed