Xxsadist0nexx - Not Bad, Just The Worst ;)

I relapsed today..

everythings just been getting worse and worse. i couldn’t take the empty feeling in my chest any longer. i picked up one of my old blades and it took away all the sadness i felt:/. i feel happy n at peace now… things really are getting worse.

sorry for seeing the divine in the monstrous. not my fault.

Hi can someone please just kill me? Like, right now?

Sorry I haven’t been active in a while🖤

I wish it was that easy💔

Could never relate more

I just realized that I don’t know how to fucking love myself. It’s the saddest thing I’ve ever said.

“I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily and care too much.”

— unknown (quote of the day 2)

Let’s cut, cut, cut

My lil veins

God, i feel like such a fucking burden. Why can’t i just shut up and deal with it myself.  i’m sure that no one wants to hear me whine about how fucking repulsive i am… i wish i could just stop being so fucking annoying.  i always do the same fucking shit of getting bad again every few months like an absolute fucking idiot and slitting myself all over and just. being so fucking disgusting. i’m sure that at this point everyone’s so fucking done of me complaining about it. i don’t even know why i bring it up… they’re clearly so fucking tired of me.

why wouldn’t they be?

Can my body just stop functioning so I can die?