I Relapsed Today..

I relapsed today..

everythings just been getting worse and worse. i couldn’t take the empty feeling in my chest any longer. i picked up one of my old blades and it took away all the sadness i felt:/. i feel happy n at peace now… things really are getting worse.

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4 years ago

Me: *intentionally cuts and massacres my legs for years with no problem*

Also me: *cuts finger open in a cheese grater and instantly faints*

4 years ago

Never tell someone who’s been through shit that others have had it worse. That will makes them feel like their feelings, emotions, illness, experiences/trauma, etc. aren’t valid or good enough. It will make them feel like they don’t have a right to feel the way the do. You can’t compare other people’s struggles, everyone has been through different things. everyone is a different person.

Whatever you are going through, whatever you’ve been through, it’s valid. You have a right to feel the way you do. You have every right. Don’t let someone else make you feel guilty for the things that you feel or have been through.

And most importantly, don’t let yourself convince you that your feelings aren’t valid and that you have no right. Everyone struggles with their own shit, don’t compare yourself to others.

6 years ago
Never Related So Much.

never related so much.

4 years ago

This

I envy the hero’s who weren’t a coward and took their own life. I hope to make that list one day… 

4 years ago

If you have the audacity to be cruel to somebody with scars on their wrists then you’re a different kind of fucked up.

2 years ago

TW: BLOOD.

The only thing that makes me feel alive.

TW: BLOOD.
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