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This is my hand after relapse for everyone wondering.

Same.

Do you ever just want someone to punch in your face, crack a few of your ribs and cut open your skin?

Last night was one of the worst. I just couldn’t stop crying cuz somebody close to me almost died. Thankfully everything turned out fine in the end but it really took a toll on me. I couldn’t sleep so I tried reading a book but that just made me cry more. Life is hard innit </3

I don’t want to hurt them

I never did

It counts as self harm. If you scratch yourself on purpose but its only a red bulge it still counts as sled harm.

When I’m anxious I chew the skin on my fingers, sometimes it bleeds, sometimes it bleeds a lot. I can never quite figure out if it counts or not

“I fall too fast, crash too hard, forgive too easily and care too much.”

— unknown (quote of the day 2)

I don't think most people understand the urge to kill yourself every time you do something wrong

BPD is exposing yourself to triggering content knowing how it will make you feel, then wallowing when the feelings come and swallow you whole. Self-sabotage, my peeps. Self-sabotage.