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“I love you, please don’t go.”
“Stay here tonight.”
“Please don’t walk out of that door.”
“I thought things were going great.”
“Don’t you love me?”
“You make every day worth living.”
“I’ll keep you warm.”
“I’m never letting you go.”
“You meant too much to me.”
“I won’t let you.”
“How could you ask me that?”
“Don’t you trust me?”
“I won’t let anyone hurt you, you’re safe with me.”
“You look amazing tonight.”
“Shouldn’t you be with him/her?”
“I’ve got you.”
“I can’t sleep, can I stay here?”
“It’s late. Shouldn’t you be asleep?”
“How are you feeling today?”
“You look amazing tonight.”
“We’ll figure this out.”
“This isn’t goodbye.”
“What’s cookin’ good lookin’?”
“Wanna go grab a drink?”
“What the hell were you thinking?!”
“Here, let me help you.”
“Kiss me.”
“I care about you.”
“You could have warned me!”
“That was unexpected.”
“You haven’t lost me.”
“Why are you doing this?”
“Don’t cry.”
“Please don’t do this.”
“You make me feel safe.”
“You’ve shown me what love can feel like.”
“Thank you, for everything.”
“All I wanted was for you to be happy.”
“I can’t do this on my own.”
“I wasn’t lying when I said that I loved you.”
“Don’t be afraid.”
“You’re always on my mind.”
“You have no idea how much I want you right now.”
“You’ve always felt like home.”
“I can’t imagine this world without you.”
“Dance with me.”
“Trust me.”
“Why are you crying?”
“Who hurt you?”
“Nothing is wrong with you.”
“You make me feel alive.”
“I wouldn’t change a thing about you.”
“Who cares about what they think?”
“Let’s go.”
“I’m not going anywhere.”
“Tell me what’s wrong.”
“You’ve always got me.”
“I’ve waited for this moment for a long time.”
“Is this okay?”
“You look like you could use a hug.”
“Did you need something?”
“Do you have a ride home?”
“I am home.”
“What happened back there?”
“That’s not gonna happen.”
“Why me?”
“I’m right where I belong.”
“Fine.”
“What do you want me to say?”
“After everything we’ve been through, you still don’t think that I love you?”
“You’ve been drinking tonight, haven’t you?”
“You need sleep.”
“Excuse me?”
“What are you doing?”
“What did you expect?”
“You’re not alone.”
“We’re meant for each other.”
“You’re worth it.”
“I don’t care what anyone else thinks.”
“I’ve always been honest with you.”
“It’s cold, you should take my jacket.”
“Just breathe, okay?”
“When I’m with you, I’m happy.”
“Going somewhere?”
“Don’t lie to me.”
“Don’t be scared, I’m right here.”
“You’re so adorable.”
“I’m better, now that you’re here.”
“I could never forget you.”
“Forget it.”
“That’s in the past.”
“You make me happy.”
“You’re more than that.”
“I won’t lose you too.”
“Come cuddle.”
“Can’t you stay a little longer?”
“It’s not that easy.”
“I’ve had enough.”
“I fell in love with you, not them.”
“You’re the only one I wanna wake up next to.”
hi lia!!! i love your writing sm especially REDAMANCY IN YOUR GAZE. !!! so nicely written and hits me right in the feels ;w;
anywhoo i'm here to submit a request! hope this sparks your inspiration but if not feel free to delete it, ok? no pressure <3
i'm curious to see you writing angst, so can we perhaps have zhongli, xiao, kazuha, and itto with the situation/prompt: 'seeing their s/o reader dying'? bonus brownie points if reader died in their arms c: yeah i woke up and chose violence today ahah it can be in whatever format you feel most comfortable with!
ps. just reject this if you feel uncomfortable with the concept!! i didn't see a rule against this so i thought i'd drop by and ask. thank you and have a nice day <3 <3 <3
- 💠
★彡 KISS ME WITH YOUR EYES CLOSED.
SUMMARY. you have left with a piece of their heart and you're never coming back. or in which you spend your last moments in your lover's arms, but you are already beyond saving.
CHARACTERS. xiao, kazuha, zhongli, itto.
GENRE. angst, established relationship, hurt with no comfort.
CW. character death (no specified cause), mentions of blood (no specified injuries), unintended anger outburst + shinobu cameo in itto's part.
THOUGHTS. thank you for liking my writing and sending in this painful request <3 i'm unsure how well i executed this and i'm looking for room to improve — but for now, enjoy this angst that me and 💠 anonnie offered! >:)
✰ masterlist.
XIAO's words fail him, a failure stuck at the back of his throat from the deepest parts of his beating heart. Such a contrast to your heart that no longer thumps at the same tempo as his.
He is supposed to be used to this — no, he should have grown used to this already.
The putrid stench of death, the pools of scarlet red on the ground and his clothes, the void in his chest that he can't explain every single time.
For eons and eons, Xiao has seen lives perish before his eyes; his comrades, innocent lives, monsters, all of them. That is what he is meant to do; an Adeptus lives to bear pain, to shoulder it with resilience.
So, then, what is this feeling? Ache like never before, a longing for a different outcome, a sense of denial he is unfamiliar with.
Xiao stares blankly at your peaceful face, eyes closed and undisturbed. As if you are only lulled by the soft tune of slumber and merely sleeping in his arms — but that is no more than wishful thinking, he knows this.
Yet, still, he dares to hope.
How ironic, the Yaksha has never gotten along well with the concept of hope. But here he is, gathering the littlest courage to hope that you'd snap open your eyes and laugh at his forlorn expression like you always would.
But you don't, and Xiao realizes he is nothing but a hypocrite.
The same pain he is supposed to shoulder oh-so fearlessly is here, gnawing at his heart and consuming it alive — for once, Alatus doesn't think he can bear it any longer.
He is alone all over again.
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Death, an old friend of KAZUHA's that he never wishes to confront ever again. But that statement only reeks of blissful ignorance, doesn't it?
Death casts its gaze on whom it wishes and it takes and it takes, that is the natural course of life — yet, it has become far too familiar of an acquaintance in his life that Kazuha can't help but despise it.
In the back of his mind, Kazuha sees a vision he thought he has long bid his goodbyes to already. The booming flash of thunder, a sword pierced through the floorboard of the Tenshukaku, a fallen friend and a reminder that he was far too late.
This moment is all too familiar.
The darkening clouds above his head, his hands that cradle you close, and your scent that is growing fainter and fainter by the second. Kazuha rests his face into the crook of your neck, muffling his cries against your skin; but you are as cold as ice and snow, so unbelievably cold.
Has the curse of fate come to take from him again? Kazuha's heart is only one, but death seems to favor him so much that it keeps taking pieces of his soul little by little.
Once, a lingering pain he learnt to move on from. Twice, he lets it be this time. Thrice, he begins questioning, just what more does it want from him? His family, his friend, now his one and only lover; Kazuha isn't sure what is left of him now. So, so many have been taken away from him.
"[Y/N]," Kazuha feels ashamed of the way his voice breaks as he whispers your name. He can't even speak properly, but how can he when you lay so feebly in his arms? One movement and it feels as if you'll crumble to dust, unreachable and away from his grasp.
He still has so many haiku's to read to you, songs he wants you to listen to, places he wants to see with your hand in his. So many of them, yet those dreams are nothing but regrets now.
Death will never leave him alone, will it? Even if tears stain his cheeks, even if he pleads with his life, even if he wishes to trade his life for yours, Kazuha is powerless.
"I love you," the man presses his lips to your forehead, he spares no mind to the tears falling down his cheeks like a stream of water he'd drink a fistful from during his travels.
One last time, just one more. But his words fall on deaf ears, for you are already gone and you're not coming back.
Yet again, death has torn away another piece of Kaedehara Kazuha's heart.
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ZHONGLI drowns himself in complacent silence. He says nothing, he has nothing to say. The rueful sigh that escapes his lips is the only indication of the lid placed over the gaping sorrow in his chest.
The former Archon of Geo does not shed tears. If he cries, then would it have changed this outcome? No, it wouldn't. If he cries, then would it have lifted this pain in his chest for a brief moment? Perhaps, it would.
But if Zhongli allows tears to cloud his eyes, then hethese last few moments with you. Fate cannot be changed nor can it be severed, all he can do is embrace it wholeheartedly.
"Even if it hurts?" A ghost-like whisper hovers faintly above his ears, trying to shake his resolve. Zhongli affirms himself, "Even if it hurts." He doesn't acknowledge the littlest speck of desire to falter and say otherwise in the corner of his mind.
Even if it hurts.
After all this time, you are still as beautiful as the first day he laid eyes on you, Zhongli smiles as he closes your eyes with the palm of his hand.
Those gem-like [E/C] irises of yours that always stare back at his with such affection, your voice that greets his ears like a gentle melody, the raindrops of love you shower him in so generously.
He can't help but reminisce.
After all, reminiscence is one of, if not the most, loyal friend of his, unbound by erosion of time as long as there is someone who lives to tell the tale. Zhongli knows the story of you shall live, for he will be the one to tell it.
"Rest well, my love."
He will not forget you.
The former Archon of Geo does not shed tears. Yet, that day, the corners of his amber eyes begin to dampen just a little.
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ITTO swears he sees his life flashes before his eyes. He is frantic, flighty even as if waiting for someone to get this over with and pinch him awake. This feels like a nightmare, it's just a bad dream, right?
But the warm pool of blood pouring onto his clothes is real, too real to just be a part of his imagination.
No, no, no, this can't be happening.
"Shinobu—" Itto calls out to his deputy leader hurriedly, agitation all too present in his voice. But the anxiety in his stomach churns even worse when he sees the mortified look in Shinobu's eyes; he doesn't like what it alludes to, not one bit.
He pleads almost desperately, "They'll be okay, right? Right?!" Shinobu has never lied to him, she always tells him the truth and so, he waits for an answer.
Reassurance, some hope that everything will be alright, just anything — but he receives no more than silence. And it angers him, Itto can feel the frustration rushing through his veins to his heart and to his head.
His grip on your frail body tightens and a pained holler tears itself from his throat, "Say something, dammit!" But he doesn't mean it, he doesn't mean to yell so harshly at her. He isn't usually like this, what is going on?
When in reality, the answer to his question is right there in his arms; your frail figure lying in his embrace is just a fact waiting to be acknowledged, but he doesn't want to accept it.
Do you expect him to just accept it like that so easily? You know he can't do that, he just can't.
"There is still hope, there is still hope," Itto chants to himself, but even a fool would know those words are nothing more than empty reassurance.
The so-called strongest Oni in Inazuma is so out of it Shinobu can't even gather the courage to point out the truth.
What will become of her boss if she tells him that you are no longer breathing?
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© seelestia, july 2022. do not repost, plagiarize, translate nor claim as your own.
Badboy!Jaehyun AU x Reader
Social Media AU
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Summary: you never passed up the chance to get in the good books of all your teachers. So when the opportunity arised to possibly make your chemistry teacher actually like you, seeing as he was the only one that seemed to have it in for you, you couldn’t say no. Only problem? You had to tutor the bad boy.
[ 12:56 AM ] — rin itoshi
✩ ˛˚ . notes— because i headcanon that rin is a lightweight and when he's drunk he becomes a completely different person.
"hey, don't fall asleep here, it'd be a hassle to get you to bed"
rin takes note of your feather-light voice. he feels lightheaded and warm and giddy. his shoulders relax and heartbeat calms at the way your fingers lightly caress his cheek. he lets himself lean into your touch, towards your warmth that's almost beginning to lull him to sleep.
"mmh... 'm not sleeping, just resting my eyes" he slurs when your fingers brush his lips and rest there, you chuckle at the boyish grin he offers at the touch.
"you always say that rin, you shouldn't drink so much when you know you're a lightweight"
rin playfully bites your fingers at that, then kisses them, "don't call me that" he whines in a childish manner, puffing his flushed cheeks in a pout.
"that's your name, rin, what else am i supposed to call you?"
you suppress the laugh threatening to spill from your lips when rin attempts to send a glare your way. his bangs fall over his half-lidded eyes, brows furrowed lightly. it's amusing— the way he looks offended. a drunk rin pouting in all his glory, crimson blooming on his face and ears. it's a stark contrast to the perpetual scowl he has on his face.
his usual sharp gaze, now unguarded and soft is scanning every miniscule detail of you. he's confused and frowning and you want to run your fingers through his hair and ease those worry lines on his forehead.
and when you do, rin almost curls up in your lap like a cat.
he's big and heavy and drunk and he's completely forgotten all about that.
"don't call me by my name," he says. "tell me what you always call me"
you're sure you won't ever catch rin slipping like this again, and you don't waste a second to grab your phone and point it at him, "and what do i always call you?" you hate ( not really ) to tease him like this, but a flustered rin is a rare occurrence.
"call me your love" rin nuzzles closer to you, "tell me 'm your love".
there's an adorable desperation in the way his fists close on the fabric of your shirt, the way he holds you firmly close to him, and he's finally gazing up at you like a puppy waiting for a treat.
"rin, my love, let's please get to bed?"
you laugh at the way his eyes light up like a thousand suns. he parts his lips to speak, but not before leaving a chaste kiss on your lips "say it again"
"love, you're drunk, you really should just get to bed"
rin's smiling like a lovesick idiot, "then come with me" and you're smiling because it's all being recorded. he takes it as a yes, and when he's practically dragging you with him to your shared bedroom, rin's still smiling like an idiot and you're still laughing.
maybe you'll save this recording for when he's sober.
© seimirii 2023
Charlotte Katakuri x Reader
Summary : In public settings, Katakuri is the man who lived up to his reputation and people’s expectations, the strongest of the Sweet Commanders and the perfect brother and son. How he was in the marriage he was in, was a mystery due to the fact that you were sweet and doting while was just…drop dead serious. But what they don’t know was how he becomes a completely different man behind closed doors with his darling wife.
Warnings : None! Just fluff!
A/N : I just had to y’all. I just had to. I needed to give this man the tender loving care he deserves asdfghjkl I sorta got carried away. It started off as really serious but somehow turned into something that me giggle and find him even more adorable. Yes I called this 16 ft giant adorable. Deal with it. Tagging my fellow Katakuri lover @elliemehl
His watchful gaze scanned his surroundings, its almost as if he was observing every single feature on every person and thing to its very microscopic detail. Though the people around went about their own business, they were wary of the Sweet General’s stares. He was lax as well as on guard, ready for anything out of the ordinary to happen cause even with his ability to see the near future, things can change by the slightest action.
“Will something bad happen?” Poire worriedly looked up at him.
He glanced down at his little sister, arms, and legs still crossed whilst leaning comfortably against the backrest of his seat.
“Nothing at the moment…I don’t think there’s anything to be worried about,” he muttered under the scarf that draped over the lower half of his face and his shoulders.
A smile stretched on her small face, going from ear to ear ( a feature that she was born with), as well as her sharp teeth. “That’s good to hear,” she chirped before going off to the other siblings, leaving him at the table with Mama, Perospero, Cracker, Smoothie, Oven, and Daifuku.
“You’re rarely this tense, Big Brother,” Smoothie commented, taking a sip of her green tea.
Cracker mischievously grinned and leaned forward, arms on the table.
“Trouble in paradise big brother?” He teased, the question calling the attention of his other siblings at the table, all of them looking at their brother, waiting for a reaction that was far from calm and composed.
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Hyunjin: [throws Seungmin’s camera away]
Jisung: OH
Felix: NO
Jeongin: HE
Changbin: DIDN’T
Seungmin: BITCH FIGHT ME LIKE A REAL MAN
EMOTIONALLY CHARGED SENTENCES STARTERS
❝ i need you. don’t you get that? ❞
❝ i’m right here. i’m always here right in front of you but you never see me! ❞
❝ you’re my person. ❞
❝ no, i don’t wanna have to talk to anyone else right now. i just want you. ❞
❝ i know you’re busy and i don’t want to bother you i just— can i just sit here with you while you work? ❞
❝ are we okay? ❞
❝ honestly, i’m always there. in my head. the scars on my body might’ve healed but i never really walked away from it. ❞
❝ do you want me to make the others leave? or we could go, get some fresh air. ❞
❝ look i’m not coddling you, i’m just trying to help. i wanna take care of you cause i, you know— care about you. ❞
❝ alright, here’s your coffee. are you ready to talk or should i find something to ramble about for a few minutes? ❞
❝ eventually, you just gotta learn to let go of the past. it’s always gonna hurt, but you can choose when to start focusing on something other than the pain. ❞
❝ hey, just breathe. look at me— look at me. in and out. breathe with me okay? ❞
❝ keep your eyes on me— just focus on me. we’re gonna be okay. ❞
❝ no, i’m not okay. nothing is okay. it never is. but that’s just how i function most days. so i’ll be fine. ❞
❝ i’m not gonna pretend anymore. i’m still fucked up from it all and i don’t know when it gets better. ❞
❝ if you keep waiting until you’re done ‘working on yourself’ before you let yourself be with the person you love, you’re never gonna be with them. and they’ll find someone else who is brave enough to give them a chance to love them exactly how they already are. ❞
❝ why do you stick around? what is it you think you see in me? ❞
❝ not everything needs an explanation. i care about you. i don’t have to sit here and figure out why. i just do. so maybe you should try just accepting it too. ❞
❝ i don’t need your permission to fall in love with you. you don’t gotta love me back, but it isn’t gonna stop me from being here when you need someone. ❞
❝ you love me too much. i know how that sounds but— fucking hell. you shouldn’t care that much about someone like me. ❞
❝ i don’t care if loving you hurts me. the world already has enough pain to dole out for no reason, at least i’ll have gotten these scars from something beautiful. ❞
❝ if people can hate for no reason, than i can love for no reason too. ❞
❝ one day you’re gonna need me and i’m not gonna be there to fix it. ❞
❝ no, i can’t fix everything for you this time. it’s your mess. clean it up. ❞
❝ i dunno who taught you that love comes with conditions and limitations, but mine doesn’t. not when it’s you. ❞
❝ i don’t know how to ask for help i just— i’ve never had anyone to ask for help from before. so…this is me trying i guess. i need it and i’m afraid to ask for it. that’s the best i can do. ❞
taeyong is so fond of the dreamies ♡
my brain: okay, if you aren't going to do any of the shitload of school work you have, you should at least work on that one fic you were supposed to finish months ago
my heart: I have!!!!! an idea!!!! for a new fic!!!!!
brain: wait did you not hear me??! you need to
heart: NEW FIC NEW FIC NEW FIC NEW
brain: you know you have literally x other half-complete
heart: NEEEEEEEEWWWWWW FFFFFFFFIIIIIIICCCCCC
me: *eternal screaming*
“Never in my life have I been more embarrassed to be seen with you, you imbecile.”
“Aww you love me, admit it.”
“That is highly debatable at the moment”
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