I Think The Sky Is Trying To Say Something? 🤔 👀 🏳️‍⚧️

It's the thing. I did the thing.

EEEH I can't wait to see your Willow design for the Wildbane AU!!

WAIT NO LONGER (this ask was from march) the B stands for Botania! it sounds similar to Pollina, her pilot name she's very tired and in desperate need of caffeine

Saturdays concert was a lot of firsts for me:

It was my first ever concert

It was the first time I wore full fem in public

It was the first time I explicitly wore a pride flag

It was the first time someone I knew called me Jocie in public

It was the first time I got genuine compliments from strangers

It was the first time I went into the women’s bathroom (so much more comfortable btw)

It was the first time I didn’t feel a shred of anxiety

It was truly a magical experience, not only to see my lifelong favorite band good kid, but to be my full true self without restrictions. I felt like I could finally breathe for the first time in forever. The whole thing was so just congenial and I loved it.

This marks a new era in my transition, I’ve been through discovery, I’ve been through yearning and dreaming, this year I think I’m going to be craving. This will be toughest fight yet, but if things go well I’ll make it out hotter then I did before.

Things just made so much more sense on Saturday, my actions felt way more natural. I knew that I wasn’t doing things wrong for the first time in my life.

I want that back. I want to have that, and to be that, I want to smile like I smiled, I want to move like I moved, I want to talk like I talked, I want to go where I went.

I’m tired of the claustrophobic feeling I get everyday. I’m tired of my heart and windpipes being crushed 24/7. I’m tired of dreading every interaction I have. I tired of having anxiety attacks whenever I see a girl wearing something cute, and being filled with intense envy that I’m not allowed to quench. I’m tired of entering the boys bathroom and immediately feeling like I’m being observed and that I’m in danger. I’m tired of making up lies to protect my siblings from the hate that my coming out will definitely put on them; I can take the heat, but they never could. I’m tired of being uninspired when choose my clothes from such a dull pallet. I’m tired.

I’m craving something I just got a sample of.

You can’t keep it from me forever.

Alien Romulus is a great time. Also, cognitive reframing is a profoundly powerful tool for coping with and managing powerful emotions. I’ll always be sad that I can’t carry my own children, but dysphoria doesn’t have to own that feeling.

It's time for Steve Week 2025! 💛💛💛

Join me for a little fandom event celebrating our fave ex-coven scout! You can make something for every day of the week, pick one and go all out on it, or do a weird mashup of several! Use the hashtag or @ me directly in your posts so I can share as many as possible :) Everything will also be collected at @steveweektoh (go there to see previous entries)

Because it's the third year of me doing this, the prompts this year are a bit more open-ended, and some of them have more than one possible meaning, to encourage as much creativity as possible. Have fun with it!

Freaks,,

made a specific brush to do them leaves

Goth Bridget redesign that I've meaning to do for like 2 years~