Is it just me or does literally thinking of Alex Claremont - Diaz make you get up and do your work?
Like I’ll be procrastinating and then boom “ALEX” and I’ll go do my homework and drink coffee and channel my inner son of the president who never sleeps
I’m spiteful ok. I need someone to write a fic where theres the whole dramatized everybody mistrusted Remus during the war thing (which I don’t believe to be canon but whatever) but its au like everyone survives. I’ve read lots of those but i swear to god I need one where Remus doesn’t forgive and forget after and doesn’t run back into Sirius’ arms but instead tells everybody to F OFF for doubting him and fking reclaims his life and makes new friends and THRIVESSS.
and like he can reconcile with his friends eventually and wolfstar again but the spitefulness in me needs badass remus who is independent and finds happiness and contentment by himself.
Alex remembers it in vivid detail: himself at eighteen, dispatched to Rio with June and Nora, the campaign’s delegation to the summer games, one weekend of photo ops and selling the “next generation of global cooperation” image. Alex spent most of it drinking caipirinhas and subsequently throwing caipirinhas up behind Olympic venues. And he remembers, down to the Union Jack on Henry’s anorak, the first time they met.
Henry sighs. “Is that the time you threatened to push me into the Thames?” “No,” Alex says. “It was the time you were a condescending prick at the diving finals. You really don’t remember?” “Remind me?”
Friendly reminder that Alex Claremont- Diaz is the moment.
But like,
Someone check upon my boy Henry
“When I was younger, I knew a boy and a boy. Best friends with each other, but always wished they were more. Cause they loved one another but never discovered, cause they were too afraid of what they’d say.”-The Story (Conan Gray)
- From the first day on that train, the dynamic between Remus and Sirius was always different from James or Peter.
- They were closer in a sense, knew each other in different ways.
- But they were always more distant than the others, as if from the age of 11, they saw the ocean of space that would remain between them for what they couldn’t have.
- What they couldn’t be.
- It was different in the way that Sirius never playfully tossled Remus’ hair like he did James, but instead ran his fingers through the thick curls with a gentle hand.
- In the way that after the full moon, Sirius’ fingers always gently trailed over Remus’ scars.
- In the way that Sirius’ summer letters to Remus always seemed to end up longer with a jar of ink gone each time. Hiding “I love you” between the lines.
- In the way that Sirius’ always came to Remus in the night, first to talk about their families, then as they got older, just to lay beside each other.
- Not knowing the other wanted to lean over and kiss him and mould them together forever.
- In the way that neither of them dated anyone during the school years while their schoolmates were snogging in empty classrooms and holding hands in Hogsmeade.
- Acting as if they didn’t want to go with the other, didn’t want to clasp their hands together and never let go, didn’t want to link their lips together and never part even as the stars rained down upon them and the sky went up in flames.
- But they didn’t, because it was the 70′s and you didn’t do that.
- So they stayed like that, always on the brink of it but at the same time, with an ever growing ocean of space between them, them being forever destined to remain apart.
- Never truly touching.
“They loved one another but never discovered”
- Maybe if they had, things would have turned out differently.
- Then the war happened and there was no time.
- Then after 12 lonely years, there was a another chance
- They danced around each other at first.
- Not knowing how to proceed.
- But they were different now, over a decade passed. Scarred.
- And maybe that meant their pain slowly built a bridge between the ocean.
- And they could finally cross.
- And finally, after 12 years of separation and even more of loving each other, they would try.
- But then a there was a flash of green light and a veil that took and took.
- And they loved each other.
- But love stories don’t always have a happy ending.
- Sometimes they end in pain.
- But I like to imagine that with death, that ocean faded to dust.
And in whatever was afterwords death,
Maybe they would finally touch.
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Can we take a minute to acknowledge the fact that Kaz doesn’t even doubt for a freaking s e c o n d that it was Inej that led to them being found out by Rollins..
He doubts Nina and Matthias, Wylan and Jesper. Kaz Brekker, literal bastard of the barrel, even doubts himself but never Inej.
That’s how much he believes in her skills.
That’s how much he believes in her.
the amount of times that ive had to hold my breath to stop from cackling like a maniac when reading fanfic of any kind is truly disturbing
Nora: “Well. Babe. You’ve been wanting him to dick you down forever, right?”
Alex:
Fugitive Sirius Black x Bounty Hunter Remus Lupin
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Part 1: https://www.tumblr.com/prosepoetryanddrama/754186012161441792/put-your-money-on-me?source=share
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That night as he lay in bed, Sirius asleep, pressed to Remus’s back, Remus stared aimlessly as the clock turned three, then four, then five.
Only as the dusk light and the sounds of morning traffic began to seep in, did Remus start to feel calm.
He had, even as a young child, found it difficult to sleep in silence. Rather than relaxing, he instead found himself delving deeper into his thoughts, the most unpleasant ones finding him in the moments of night where it seemed he was the only person in the world who was awake.
The recent, warm presence of Sirius in his bed had helped in silencing his mind. It was hard to remain awake and tense when there was a bear of a man pushing you into the sheets, all warm and soft.
But this particular, starless night, with Arthur’s words still ringing in his head, sleep was eluding him.
He thought back to his bar conversation and shuddered.
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He had vague memories of Arthur Weasley from when he was younger. Remus would watch on his parent’s old, staticky tv, as the man made heartfelt speeches and passed out campaign stickers, fighting to end the corruption in Gryffindor.
Now, as he looked at the raggedy, twitchy man across from him, he thought that money could make a person do anything.
“Now, I can’t promise that it was him, the younger one, I mean, but I was looking at the wanted picture of Black on the news and there was a resemblance for sure,” Arthur continued.
Remus merely hummed, gesturing for the man to continue. It was a trick he had learned early in his days as a bounty hunter, before he had connections and friends that could get him information. Back then, he had to hunt for information himself, and no one, with anything to hide, really wanted to talk to a bounty hunter.
Rather than urging someone to continue, the trick was to remain silent, making the other flustered, and blurt out everything.
“He came often to the Nest,” Arthur said, referring the abandoned factory dubbed the “Snake’s Nest,” where addicts and dealers respectively went to get their fix from the Death Eaters.
“At first I thought he was a member, but he was always dressed a little too posh to fit the bill. If he really was Regulus Black, then I guess it fits the bill,” Arthur admitted.
When Remus remained silent, he saw a red flush climb up Arthur’s neck.
A frown took over his face and his voice was a pitch higher when he continued, “I don’t know what else to say! That’s all I’ve got. I saw, who was most likely, Regulus Black buying drugs, and I mean hard drugs," Arthur spread his arms wide, “the last time I saw him, probably like uh-, I can’t be sure, maybe two weeks before his death was in the papers, he looked bad, like real bad.”
Arthur’s frown deepened, “I’m low rank so I only sell the basic stuff, so I can’t say what Regulus was on but it wasn’t normal,” he paused ominously, “All sunken eyes and patchy skin, he-, he didn’t even look like a person anymore.”
Remus felt chills run down his body at Arthur’s words. He imagined the suffering Regulus had faced in his last days, before he had been found dead in the corner of a dark alley. No information on cause of death or the conditions leading up to it had been revealed to the public, with the papers simply reciting, “natural causes.”
In a city like Gryffindor where crime loomed in the sky and morality was crushed under the boot of tyranny, it was better to not ask questions when someone, especially someone rich and powerful, turned up dead.
Remus himself, as a humble but comfortable enough bounty hunter, had obviously never actually met the sickeningly rich but solitary Regulus, but found himself having a soft spot for the young man regardless.
“And you have no idea who was selling to him?” Remus asked. He obviously already knew the answer but had no evidence for it. Having a witness or anyone else who could testify to it would be needed.
All he had was the word of wanted fugitive and alleged murderer, Sirius Black. Remus believed him without a second of thought, but others would scoff and simply throw him, and Remus at this point, in a jail cell in the middle of the ocean, and throw away the key.
“Again,” Arthur answered, “I’m not that high rank. Regulu-, again I think it was Regulus, was dabbling in expensive stuff, way above my pay grade. I’ve got no clue.”
Remus, internally, sighed miserably, his willowy shoulders dropping just slightly.
“Anything, Arthur. Even a hair colour or a tattoo, anything!” Remus said, fighting to keep his voice calm, not wanting to startle the man.
“Oh!” Arthur exclaimed, “I didn’t think to mention such a detail but he did have brown hair, but he, I think it was a he, was too far away anytime I got a glimpse to notice anything else.”
“Bingo,” Remus thought to himself, reaching forward to pat Arthur on the shoulder, then immediately regretting it, and subtly wiping his hand on his pants.
Normally, Remus was much more professional but this case held a certain personal importance for him.
Tearing his eyes away from Arthur, he looked down at the shiny watch on his wrist, hidden under the sleeve of his coat. Gently running a finger over the hand of the clock, he remembered the day that a certain wanted criminal had gently clasped it around his wrist, three months ago.
After Sirius dropped a many revelation on him and Remus had begrudgingly agreed to help him clear his name, he had laughed as Remus had forlornly lamented that he would no longer get the bounty money. With a laugh, he had taken the watch off his own wrist and given it to Remus, telling him he could sell it for a pretty penny.
Remus had happily agreed but now three months later, the watch still sat on his wrist and not in a pawn shop. Every time Sirius looked at it when they were laying in bed together or making breakfast, their shoulders pressed together, his gaze softened. Remus tried to not think too hard on his feelings for Sirius, knowing the future was uncertain. He did know though, no matter how hard he pushed those feelings down, that he would no sooner let anyone put Sirius in a jail cell than he would put the watch in a pawn shop. Never.
He thought back to that day his life changed, and despite the fear and anxiety, smiled.
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Remus stood frozen as Sirius Black pointed a knife at his face. For some reason, Remus had thought that Black would look insane after two months on the run. He had imagined grown out hair, a scuffy beard and ripped clothing.
The man in front of him was definitely Sirius Black, but his hair was cut, cropped short with a slight stubble on his chin, and his clothes weren’t ripped, dull as they were. On his wrist, was a shimmering watch that clashed with his surroundings.
The second thought in his head was how absolutely stupid the man was. While Remus, was more than happy with this, despite the knife in his face, he could not believe that the man who’s face was plastered on every surface in Gryffindor, had stayed in the city, rather than fleeing.
He thought miserably to himself that this is how he was going to die, stabbed to death by Sirius Black in random, broken down shack. No one would ever find his body. Perhaps they would look for a week, maybe two, but then he be forgotten, remembered only as one of the many casualties of Gryffindor.
“Who the hell are you?” Black snarled to Remus as if he was the wanted, sociopathic murderer.
“Nobody important,” Remus responded airily, subtly moving his hand behind his back to where his gun sat. Black was a cop, trained to notice such things, but Remus had to at least try, it was the only way he might get out of here alive.
Plus, Black looked rather distracted, his gaze flipping between the open front door, the knife in his hands, and for some reason, his eyes kept straying up to Remus’s soft, brown curls.
Black let out a barking laugh, “I find that hard to believe. Now, I’m going to ask you one more time,” he moved closer to Remus, raising the knife slightly, “Who. The. Hell. Are. You. "
At the exact moment that Black took a step closer, Remus swiped his gun and pointed it forward at Black. The man froze only for a moment before he threw himself forward onto Remus, his palm on the side of the gun, their fingers touching.
He tackled Remus to the floor, holding him down, one muscular arm pressing against Remus’s throat. While Black tried to pry the gun from his right hand, Remus threw up his left, smacking his fist into the side of Black’s face.
But, Black was not to be deterred. No matter the fact that Remus had begun scratching his nails on his face, Black’s grip did not loosen from the gun. Remus watched with terror as Black, finger by finger, pried Remus’s hand off the gun, then, rather than point it at Remus, Black simply tossed the gun, sending it flying to the opposite side of the room.
Black looked back down at Remus, his grey eyes glowing, and pressed his arm harder on Remus’s neck.
“James Potter! James Potter!” Remus gasped out.
“He sent me!” Remus gurgled out, sighing as the arm loosened abruptly.
Black reached forward, holding up Remus’s face close to him by his hands on his cheeks.
“James, he sent you? Is he here?” Black asked urgently, his eyes searching Remus’s face for answers.
“Let me go and maybe I’ll tell you!” Remus spit out, his heart racing and his mind befuddled by the turn in events.
Black paused, as if just realizing that he was practically caressing Remus’s face before averting his gaze and coughing. He rose off of his Remus and offered him a hand to get up. Remus simply sniffed, turning his nose up at him.
Standing up shakily, he looked at the dilapidated house around him. The hinges on the door that Remus had come through were barely holding up, and all the windows were cracked, with dust coating every wooden surface.
Despite the warning bells in his head, at this point, Remus was feeling more annoyed at than scared of Black.
“Just listen to me,” He raced to say as Remus opened his mouth, “I don’t know who you are but if James sent you, you have to believe me, I didn’t do it, I didn’t kill him!”
Remus responded curtly, “Ok.” He didn’t have much to lose at this point.
Black continued frantically, as if he didn’t hear Remus. “ I have an explanation! Please it’s not what it looks like.”
Black was starting to look a bit mad as he gestured widely, making Remus raise his voice and repeat, “Ok! I’ll listen to you.”
“Oh,” Black responded, his tone softer, his head quirking to the side.
He walked backwards, placing some distance between him and Remus before leaning on the wall. Remus was a bit worried the wall would collapse before remembering he didn’t care.
Before Black could talk, Remus help up a finger to silence him before grabbing the gun from the floor.
He walked over to the opposite wall, not leaning, and tucked the gun back in his clothing, looking Black in the eye carefully.
“Ok,” Remus began, his voice carefully even, “What happened?”
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