Me And Gang

woah you are three apples tall

guys i had a shower and now im just kinda stuck with shark phantom limbs send help

bigass shark tail

this is so fire

Self indulgent fluttershy post

offering a virtual hug if you want one. its so horrible that roadkill has to even be a word. take your time if you need it

Tw: mentions/topics of animal death, description of gore (kinda), subjects of death, mild description of traumatic experiences, trauma art (blood and a bit of gore included)

Yesterday i saw a black cat run across the street. I knew this cat. I've seen it often running around in the bushes. I also pet it a few times.

Today around 7:40 AM it was dead. It's insides across the street all bloody. It traumatized me and I've been distressed the whole day. Couldn't focus on anything and zoomed out constantly.

Normally I don't have a problem with seeing dead things but seeing this kitten looking like it's stomach exploded gave me flashbacks of past traumas (my first 2 cats got hit by a car) and a new trauma. The whole day i was thinking about what the owners of the cat felt when their found their beloved pet like that on the street. The kitten was still very long and could've lived way longer.

But seeing this also distressed me bc i also had a dream about dead animals that night and someone trying to murder me and my family (I'm not going to describe the dream as it would be too long and probably too graphic).

I've also been thinking about death a lot recently. Not like my own death, but much rather about the death of my beloved ones. My family, friends, pets, etc. I'm not scared of my own death but I'm scared of the death of the people around me. Mainly about my pets recently because there are a lot of dead rats lying on the streets in and outside our village and a few days ago a dead dog was found in a field.

I'm so scared that moppi and Garfield could die anytime soon. They are the cats that have lived the longest with me. I've had moppi since 2017 or 2018 and Garfield around 2021 or 2022. I've bonded with them more than with my other 3 cats I've had before and I'd be lying if I'd say I don't feel some kind of guilt even though their deaths wasn't my fault. But to me it would feel like that i loved moppi and Garfield more than eddie, ignatz and örni even though i love them all equally the same.

But what also made it traumatic for me was that I've figured out how i died as a cat in my past live. One of my theriotypes is a black mainecoon cat. I never knew how i lost my life as one but i was pretty sure i was killed by a car or something (but never was 100% sure). I got flashbacks and memory shifts that were new to me (but not nice ones). Walking across the road, worrying about nothing until a big engine with bright lights hits you in seconds, not even having the time to run away or figuring out what is happening, until it all went black.

Theriantropy isn't always nice as a lot of people say. As you can see it can also be really traumatic depending on your experience

When I'm coping with something i draw it because i know the paper I'm drawing on won't and can't judge me for my feelings.

It's just scrabbled but it's not meant to be beautiful. It's meant to be meaningful.

I couldn't bring myself today to finish cat drawing requests or any of my art that includes cats. The only thing i was able to do today was draw this.

winged cryptid/false angel thing here! i might be some sort of corvid but im never sure if thats just the wings i feel... so awesome that you're a toad dude amphibians are sick

trying to round up some peeps with less common theriotypes !

While I love and adore wolf/canine and feline therians and otherkin, I’ve never seen or met anyone else with my theriotype(s)

Rounding up others with that issue

For reference, I also heavily identify with canines and felines, and I am a specifically Turkish Van Cat therian, but I am also opposum, raven, and specifically American toad therian as well as angelkin and cryptidkin (I’m not 100% on if I’m using these terms right but in my soul I know I have been these animals and I miss it, I know I have times that I shift into these headspaces and I struggle with species dysphoria a lot, and I find myself frequently feeling wings/extra eyes, feeling like I’m glowing, etc and when I see myself in my headspace I see myself as an angel a lot)

Please I need to find friends :(

i miss who i was like a week ago when i didnt know what a radqueer was

uhh i can’t believe i have to say this but if you’re pro transID / radqueer and/or a pro contact paraphile don’t fucking interact LOL? Just because im pro transspecies does not mean im one of yall… from my understanding it wasn’t even?? part of transid before?? until u guys stole it?? Also being greeted by a “pro consensual contact paraphile” in my notifs is one hell of a way to be introduced to alterhuman tumblr. I am trying SO hard not to hate it here 😭

And if I fall now, will my wings spring out to catch me?

And if I fly now, will my tail be there to balance me?

And if I search now, will my ears be there to hear for me?

And if I run now, will my paws be there to guide me?

And if I scream now, will me voice speak up to cry for me?

And if I bite down, will my fangs sink in to me?

And if I fight now, will me claws unsheathe to aid me?

And if I am alone now, will my fur be there to comfort me?

If I let go, will my form catch up to me?

Will my form catch up to me?

Will my form catch up to me?

Will my form catch up to me?

If I change now, will my body be mine?

awesome sauce

Miscellaneous kintype moodboards

Tw Blood, eye close up, axe, and bones

Vampirekin, alien/space kin, zombiekin, cross fox kin, and snow leopard kin

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(I'm also taking requests so if ur interested in any moodboards or outfit boards u should check out my pinned post. No pressure tho)

Hello lovelys! <3

I have found a survey for alterhumans, about our alterhumanity,dating,and relationships , on Reddit so I thought I’d share it with you!

Google Docs

Alterhuman Survey : Gender and Relationships

This survey contains some more scientifical terms and I ask if you do not know what certain words mean to please research them and answer ac

I just wanna be a dog in a forest meadow near a creek. Splashing and barking as I play in the cool water, hearing the birds in the trees, running through the grassy meadow and taking a nap in the warm sun

new 'type: found!

soo i've felt like i've had wings and talons for a while, but never felt like just a bird or one of my 'types with wings. but! i think i figured it out. idk exactly what to call it but think in the vein of falin dunmeshi, howl's bird form, or seraph from hell followed with us but with more feathers.

also plot twist i think it's a theriotype? actually idk. it's more of an underlying feeling that surges sometimes. i get species dysphoria for it and it affects my behavior.

lowkey i'm starting to not care about the labels and i just know i'm stuff besides a dude. shrug. but i'm happy i could figure out some sort of name for this bird guy i am