WHEN

New motivation: to be so skinny that oversized clothes would make me look sicc

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Imagine being this thin

shes so effortlessly perfect

as someone who spent time in a mental institution because of an eating disorder and lived with girls with similar problems - body hair fucking MULTIPLIES when you lose weight it’s annoying af - please for the love of God at least take vitamins if you’re restricting your food intake - victoria’s secret models talk about how they eat five meals a day and it’s fucking BULLSHIT i ate five times a day but you know what i considered a meal? four whole wheat cookies that’s dinner, soup w 10 pieces of penne that’s breakfast. your brain doesn’t work like it’s supposed to with this disease it starts to rationalize things that are very very scary - you don’t even notice yourself lose weight when you pass 100 lbs - your stomach shrinks to the point where three spoonfuls of rice make it feel full and for the first few weeks of recovery you’re just stuffing down food until it hurts and it feels heavy and that’s normal but it absolutely gets better - your body needs carbs to survive - your brain doesn’t work like it’s supposed to your concentration turns to shit and you feel like you’re walking around in a thick fog - everything is mentally and physically exhausting - a banana is not a meal, it’s barely a snack

guys where are you