Imagine someone creating scenarios in their head about you, thinking of holding your hand, playing with your hair, kissing you and blushing just at the mere thought of it.
can we just snuggle for a long while? take it in turns to have your arm around the other? maybe have a film or music on in the background?
just us two, just snuggling
love is that first bite of a chocolate covered strawberry
love is seeing a fresh bouquet of roses on a day where everything else seems so grey
love is that feeling when you wake up in the morning, and your bed is just too comfortable to get out of
love is chicken noodle soup when you feel sick
love is their hands giving you the warm bowl, and their voice telling you not to burn your tongue
love is the laughter you share when it happens anyway…
love is feeling like nothing else matters when you’re together
I want to bury my face in a man's chest and be held tightly by him
i deserve to have a pretty boy giving me hickeys right now
boyfriends sitting down under a tree holding hands and thinking about each other
I just want to hold a boy in my arms. His soft hair tickling my nose. I kiss the top of his head, him holding my hands as they are wrapped around his waist. I want a boy to hold my face in his hands and kiss me so gently. I need a boy to bring me to surprise dates, holding my hand as we go on a ferris wheel, or share his cotton candy with me. Having a decent apartment with him, walking downtown and just going to random junk stores. Having picnics with the cakes and cookies we baked together. A boy I can have a full conversation with just silence. Him doing my nails, making me pretty with his makeup. Owning a cat with him. Staying up at night and watching movies. Seeing him stim while he gets excited, him being nonverbal and letting me hold him throughout it. Him cuddling me as I have an episode. Him giving me reassurance without me asking. Him being so giggly and happy around me. Me smiling so much around this boy. God.
Wrote this at like 4am,, oops
Aesthetics and writings of a sad gay. He/him, call me Z. Occasionally NSFW, MDNI. Newest piece is always pinned at the top 💜
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