Can We Just Snuggle For A Long While? Take It In Turns To Have Your Arm Around The Other? Maybe Have

It just hit me, one day I will be in love with someone. he'll make me feel like home and everything will be alright. i will be able to cuddle with him every night. my life will full of kisses and hugs. i will be able to marry him, one day. I'll be able to say proudly that he's my husband and I'm his too.

I just want to hold a boy in my arms. His soft hair tickling my nose. I kiss the top of his head, him holding my hands as they are wrapped around his waist. I want a boy to hold my face in his hands and kiss me so gently. I need a boy to bring me to surprise dates, holding my hand as we go on a ferris wheel, or share his cotton candy with me. Having a decent apartment with him, walking downtown and just going to random junk stores. Having picnics with the cakes and cookies we baked together. A boy I can have a full conversation with just silence. Him doing my nails, making me pretty with his makeup. Owning a cat with him. Staying up at night and watching movies. Seeing him stim while he gets excited, him being nonverbal and letting me hold him throughout it. Him cuddling me as I have an episode. Him giving me reassurance without me asking. Him being so giggly and happy around me. Me smiling so much around this boy. God.

Wrote this at like 4am,, oops

i want the small but significant things. the goodbye and hello kisses, knowing how they like their tea/ coffee, taking care of them when they’re sick, „i got that thing you mentioned“, falling asleep in each other’s arms and them being the first thing you see when you wake up, lazily making out, being a shoulder to cry on, cooking together and for each other, making memories together … sharing our lives until we can’t tell where one ends and the other begins

I just want to get high together and cuddle. Is that too much to ask for?

I want to bury my face in a man's chest and be held tightly by him

i deserve to have a pretty boy giving me hickeys right now

boyfriends sitting down under a tree holding hands and thinking about each other

dog teeth #317

i think there’s a reason

why former love tears us apart

it’s so one day

when we find our other half

we know what it feels like

to truly be whole