My Gender Is Early Season Supernatural Lighting

MEAN GIRLS 2004 — dir. Mark Waters

wwwy fest announcement got me breaking out the fingerless gloves. where are my ripped black skinny jeans. I need eyeliner.

if nobody else got me i know the transition from may these noises startle you in your sleep to hell above does

day 14: 102exam

Office hours asked many questions learned about coulombs energy and tensors and hamiltonian matrix

Made minor progress to lecture 26.5

I respect poetry so much because it does what I cannot do - say so much with so little.

When I have something Much to say, it takes me just as many words to say it. I say it with words that are each of them bland and common, unimaginative by their lonesome, with the hopes that if I stack so many together and squeeze a single drop of Much from each that it might flow into something meaningful.

When I have something to say, I say it twice. I say it three times. Because the first or second may not have captured the point. Because I do not trust myself to express the full essence saying it just once. Like just now, those last two sentences. I’ll repeat myself a third time for good measure - because I do not say it right just once or twice.

Poems say things in only a half, only a quarter. They choose single words worth more than ten of mine. I want to know how their minds shop for words. I want to distill myself like poets do. I want to trade in all my too many common words for the way they use an extraordinary few.

If I keep writing this, I’ll write it forever. I’ll explain myself again, as I have already, as I’m doing now. With more and different other words, with the hope of saying myself fully, like how all the hatched and messy wanton scribbles from a pen might finally color in a page. I want to change that. I want to not rip the page I’ve oversaturated by the tip of my pen.

I’ll start tomorrow, maybe, to explain myself less.

just remembered that party posion is canonically non binary. so that's fantastic.

yaknow like in some plays when those people stand to the side and hold up applaud or boo signs for the audience (I think it's like a comedy layer satire thing whatever) anyway need one of those but for a conversation so I know if im doing it right

feeling like violating OSHA protocol

no bc remus in sirius's leather jacket already yes but specifically before they're dating