19 yo artist ( Multifandom ) ( I post mainly on twitter now! )
105 posts
I'm not having fun creating here anymore. I can't handle the inbox threats, I can't handle the rumors and I can't handle the constant dread of being perceived incorrectly. I apologize to my audience but I'm not going to be posting here anymore. Thank you for the support from those who have been kind and understanding. Thank you to those who have criticized me fairly and maturely, and especially thank you to those who have brought it to me privately and been considerate of my symptoms during.
I will be using this inbox to do requests in my discord server only. I am safer from threats and harm there, and I can create freely out of harms way. Any commissions I've taken on this app have been moved to discord. My emotes will remain in a google drive and archived here. I will not be responding to any further public drama. If you see something insane said about me, please bring it to me privately before you believe it in full. Be your own person and have your own thoughts. Don't defend or attack blindly because those around you are. đ«¶
In full admission, I've had issues in the past with
1. Aggressive lash outs towards people I've perceived as attacking me
2. Creating unoriginal art
My explanations and defenses are here, you can read through my posts if you want to see my apologies, explanations and break downs.
I've been targeted by a lot of people in this community. I joined this community around a year ago, and turned 17 last September. the leading people causing the attacks are adults I've cut contact with for my own safety. I really can't do this anymore. I get blamed for just about everything that happens involving me, and I don't have the energy to reply or defend or apologize anymore. If you don't like me, that's okay. You can even hate me if I've wronged you or if you literally just want to. All I ask is that you're careful how with how obsessed you become, and try to spread kindness in this community when you can; even if it's far away from me. There are children on this app who want to create. Make it safe for them; and I apologize when I made it unsafe too. I've gotten better, I promise you.
I'm not a perfect person. Hell, I'm probably not even a good person sometimes. But I did try, and that's what matters to me. I tried and I created and I bonded with people I now consider really close friends. I survived attacks on my mental health, and I now get to go focus on my more private community away from all this. I lived and you will too.
If i've hurt you, and you want an apology from me, dm me at k9.s_ on discord. I don't want enemies and I want to right what I've done where I can. đ
Here is an unedited speed paint of that emoji. I did not trace Reki. However; I see that I was subconsciously referencing/inspired by Reki's emoji and I'm very sorry. I hadn't ever realized that. I had no intention of copying it, and I hope my screen-recording proves that. I was trying to remake Custom Emotes cheek kiss. To Reki; I'm genuinely sorry. I will take the emote down and recreate it more originally.
Unfortunately I don't have many speedpaints due to the fact I do not have a good ipad and its storage is very bad. I often have to delete past canvases to make room for new ones when I'm done, or the app won't work. I hope the speedpaint I've shared is able to prove that we have issues subconsciously redrawing emojis we've seen. It doesn't make it okay â but it is not intentional as many claim. We have gone back and apologized for this issue and have stopped & double checked every new emoji we make now, just to be sure.
We checked this artists boundaries with staff beforehand and credited the artist. We are willing to take this down if it's too close, it is not traced. It is heavily inspired; and that was said publicly.
That's the point. It's supposed to look similar. It was one of our first ever interactions on our new tumblr account, and we wanted to make a matching emoji guy to the one they'd sent as a silly response. It isn't meant to be used as a public emoji. The credit obviously goes to that person because our emoji was posted in response to them. They never brought this up as an issue with us. If it is a problem, we will take it down if that creator reaches out.
This isn't traced. None of the lines match. The only similar quality is the expression which, again, is easy to subconsciously recreate. Especially because of the fact we used this emoji a few times in the past. This doesn't make it okay and we will take the emojis down due to unoriginality, but this isn't traced and the artist has stated in the past that they were okay with inspiration.
I have nothing to say here besides sorry. It is obvious that in the past we have had a blatant issue with accidentally recreating emojis/art we had internalized, and we've apologized for that multiple times publicly and stopped. We now double check everything we make to make sure we're not accidentally copying someone. I have no recollection of making this emoji, but we obviously must've referenced this artist while trying to make spider emotes and forgot about it before posting. (We used to draw emojis and let them sit in our ibis paint before posting them.) Before we had a bigger audience we really didn't take crediting or this issue seriously and we understand now, especially with our own boundaries, that it wasn't okay. We haven't been shown this before to my memory and I'm really, genuinely sorry. That does NOT make it okay and I am completely at fault for the lack of credit. I've background searched the art but I can't find the artist. Those emotes will be taken down, and if anyone knows who drew this, please let me know.
I've never said people have to like me. I've said the exact opposite, but at least bring things to me before saying stuff that isn't true. I have been open with the fact that this was an issue witn us, but we've worked really hard to fix it. This wasn't a simple issue to be fixed; it was literally how our mind, memory and creativity worked. Still, I'm sorry. Like we've said before, we won't let it happen again.
https://discord.com/channels/1222249319240040501/1222250341228089465/1295186047344447589
Question what did K9 do? I already dislike them due to something that happened with one of my friends but I wanted to know what everyone else was mad about
We don't like them for. Several reasons
- tracing and making excuses for it
- then said they talked and apologized for it "publicly" when the only place they did it on is their fucking discord server
(which even the ppl on their discord didn't know they did apparently)
- the number name thing (will go into detail if asked)
- "supporting delusions" being on their dni (will go into detail if asked)
- they think they own the color pallet they typically use and are associated with
- they say that people that are inspired by their emotes and art are stealing instead of . Being inspired by their emotes and art.
[ PT ; being inspired by their emotes and art ]
( You can have your own boundaries and that's great but there's a clear difference between the two )
- responding to certain discourse involving them that sounds absolutely made up and not the ones that have large amounts of evidence and people backing it up
- they said "Endos cannot silence or hurt us anymore than we let them." Which is not true at all??? Not as big of a gripe but like. Dude???? No???? Like. The people making our lives worse, oppressing us, and spreading misinformation on masa aren't going to stop just because we ignore them or stop listening to them. This is not a problem you can just solve by not giving them attention.
- they blame people hating them on ableism and "stirring up anger in lots of people" instead of the SEVERAL valid criticism and complaints people have against them
And this one is baseless but I'm pretty sure I remember their community / followers have harassed other creators in the past due to drama, most likely multiple times which is not okay.
Thheres probably more but . Yk ... amnesia .....
every time i draw jimmy i gain more and more respect for you. why are wings like that. why are they so hard to draw
I hope this shit guide I threw together half a year ago can help a bit haha. It's very surface-level and doesn't dwell into anatomy but. Hey I've been drawing animals for 15 years and not humans so of course I know how to draw a wing but not a human leg LMAO
Hello. It seems like we have to keep making posts about this, because nobody has come forward and said anything to us. I understand that some people might be scared, or feel like Iâm only offering to listen to spread things around.
If you donât know already, we are the partner of a popular(ish) emoji artist, under the username of K9emote. If you arenât aware of whatâs going on in his community, it might help to find some posts under his name. A lot of accusations about him have gone around, and we have said many times for people to DM us or to contact us in any way.
For anybody who has stories to share, anybody who has some sort of issue or has heard drama, I am offering a listening ear to you. While it may seem daunting because weâre his boyfriend, I can assure you that we are not going to attack you, share anything that you donât want shared, or shut you down.
I am willing to be a messenger. I am willing to talk about any issues you have with our boyfriend, his community, his server, anything you need from us. We are open to criticism. We are open to ranting. If you have proof, even better.
One thing that I ask you not to do is thisâ please, please do not go online and spread your message without consulting someone on the inside first. I know what you believe, and I will not try to change your mind. I will not try to make you like our boyfriend. I am simply asking you to not perpetuate the death threats and the hate he gets.
While Iâm not going to air out everything without his permission, he is already in an incredibly bad state. He cannot handle it.
This is why weâre stepping up. We have access to every ticket in our server, access to a lot of information. We have answers, we have explanations, and we are the one who can bring about the most change you want to see in his community because weâre directly affiliated with him.
We arenât here to change your mind. Weâre here to bring you peace. Weâre here to give you an apology where itâs needed, and here to help you realize things behind the scenes.
We are all human and we all need to recognize that everyone on emojiblr is mentally ill, chronically online, you name it. All of us are hurting. But all of us also need to accept the fact that people make mistakes, and that some things just arenât the end of the world. That things donât need to blow upâ you can resolve things in private, you can end things peacefully.
So much drama has been spread. So much information has been twisted to peopleâs perspectives. I only want to give his community the honest truth. I only want to help, and give you what you need.
I ask you again, come to us. Donât send hate in his asks. Donât spread things without the proper context. We can resolve things peacefully. We can help you get the apology you might be due for. You arenât in the wrong for having feelings, but keeping the train of constant hate in this community running isnât what we need.
You can contact us through Tumblr, or our Discord under the username âendlessmelodyâ.
If you want to stay anonymous, you are completely free to do so, and we will not spread your information to K9 or anybody else. You are safe, and we are listening. You just need to let us listen.
Nothing will be solved if we canât communicate like the young adults most of us are. We can be mature about this. We have to be, for the sake of those who need stability.
Thank you for listening. â PC
^Regarding whatever is going on w Iskall.
Let's all just back down, stop speculating, and don't ask questions to the Hermits. We might get to know more in the future, or we might not. They don't owe us any more information in reality.
Doc has said that he can't talk about it, and based on Mumbo's tweet and the og tweet, I'd assume that the Hermits can't currently speak about the situation.
So don't ask them anything. Have patience instead.
Here's a list of what we do know:
No minors involved
There were complaints about Iskall
Iskall resigned
Out of respect for the privacy of the people involved, they're not going to say more
Don't speculate. It just makes all the information that we do have less clear.
Also, don't go, "I was never a fan of Iskall either way."
People are allowed to be upset. You're not better or more morally good because you never enjoyed his content.
Also, reminder: We don't know the Hermits personally. We don't really know their views on things. We don't know them. YouTube is their job.
Saying that you "always got a weird vibe" is honestly a p weird thing to do. That's based on nothing, and we still don't actually know what happened.
So, stop speculating. Try to keep track of what the actual information is.
If this whole thing upsets you, try to find other things to do in the meantime.
Update:
I made myself a little gold star and everyone else who survived today can have one too if they want
reblog this if you're okay with booping spams please !!
followers and mutuals â wanna do a little trick or treat? :3
The life series has some of the kindest and most supportive people I have ever encountered in fandom, and I think the creative minds behind the series deserve to get some of that love too. There is no starting or finishing day to this event, as the intention is for fans to leave kind comments highlighting what they love about Wild Life and the Life Series in general, over the course of the current season. I have devised a total of eight weekly comment prompts, making an educated guess as to how long the season will be based off previous season, intended to encourage you to leave a comment on at least one video per week.
There is no time limit or minimum word count for comments. Just be kind, be honest, and donât tear other creators down in the process of trying to build others up (â[X creator] is so overrated, people should be watching you insteadâ, âyou deserved to win so much more than [Y creator]â, etc.). Without further ado, The Life Series Comment-a-thon:
Week 1: comment on at least one video telling the creator that you liked the video!
Week 2: pick a team/alliance, then tell at least one person in that alliance that you are really enjoying the dynamic of their team/them collaborating with the other member(s) of the team.
Week 3: tell a new member or one who skipped one or more seasons (Gem who joined last season, Ren, Mumbo, Lizzie, Skizz, and Bdubs who all either missed or did not originally post their POVs of a season) that you are happy they are on the life series.
Week 4: Most of the creators involved in the life series are male, but we know that those who are not get a larger share of the negative comments. This week pick one of them (Lizzie, Pearl, Gem, and Cleo) and tell them that you enjoy their video/their content/etc!
Week 5: leave a comment on someoneâs video mentioning at least one specific thing you enjoyed about their episode/their season.
Week 6: pick a person whose videos you have not yet commented on in this event and leave them a comment saying you look forward to their episodes every week/season.
Week 7: write a short, positive comment (e.g âI loved this episodeâ , âthis was greatâ , âkeep up the good workâ) and leave it on every POV you watch this week.
Week 8: leave a comment on someoneâs video mentioning at least three specific thing you enjoyed about their episode/their season. Alternatively pick three videos to leave one specific compliment on.
Week 9+: repeat one of the previous week prompts, or better yet combine two or more! You can pick yourself, use an eight-sided die, or a random number generator to decide for you.
I know commenting can be scary and that it can be hard to find the words. At the end of the post, beneath the the read-more cut, I have a list of suggestions for what you can bring up in a comment. Just below this you will also find a list of things you can do to let the content creators know that you love their art that are not commenting!
Other things you can do:
Like ten comments on a liferâs video
Like every video you watch
Watch a video from one of the less popular content creators (subscriber wise, or within the fandom) on the day it comes out
And most importantly:
Did a joke make you laugh?
Did you catch them making a reference to another season, SMP, or piece of media?
Did the creator interact with someone in a way you enjoyed?
What made the interaction stand out?
Did they build something you thought was pretty?
What part did you like best: the shape, the blocks they chose to use, how it ties into their season, or how it ties into the terrain around it?
If they have a new skin, what is your favourite part of it?
Did they use background music in a way you thought was especially fitting? In what way?
Did a change from one scene to the next feel very well-timed, smooth, or narratively fitting?
If you did not notice any scene changes or cuts, can you think of something the creator did to make you feel immersed in the story of the video instead of the video making itself?
What do you hope happens next? (be sure to tell them that whether it happens or not you still look forward to watching the rest of their season)
Did something surprise you?
Did the content creator say or do something that made you have a new idea?
Did you learn something new about minecraft?
genuinely fucked up that if i want to interact with someone online i have to say words and have a conversation instead of just mashing my face against them like a cat
I donât go on Twitter often, but I did catch this.
Please be kind. This series is meant to be fun. Itâs insane to me that people would be cruel about which friends people choose to hang out with in a Minecraft series. Itâs okay if people gravitate toward the same people. If it were you, youâd automatically hang out with your closest friends too. Itâs absolutely bonkers that people are actually taking to the comment sections about it.
Câmon, weâre better than this. For goodness sake.
âItâs boringâ oh my god, as if it isnât always hilariously entertaining regardless of who hangs with who, I swear to godâŠ
Tag us in any posts you would like reblogged!
We will also follow #SASF2024
For any and all creations, we also have a collection on AO3!
Prompts here!
should i post my wild life doodles....
ĆaaĆ tego to siÄ nikt nie spodziewaĆ. okej wracam pracowaÄ
applestruda how can one person have so much pretty in their art style i dont understand. genuinely fucking gorgeous i could stop and stare at your art for hours what the hell. obsessed
@applestruda !!!
Posting here because geez⊠I get 0 attention on TwitterâŠ. I got faith in tumblr
Anyways appol Grian inspired by a post on twit âŠ
Thank yewww for your attentionnnnnnnn
Confess something to me
IM CRYING đđđđđ
It said Jimmy used to have a background before the breakup. Who was it with, what happened?
his ex-fiance
Opinion on the Ranchers as a ship specifically
they're gonna violate food safety standards we've never even heard of
my inbox is always open........
[ Commission me on VGen â„ ]
tags from definitelynotshouting and angeart
It's finally time! Below you'll be able to download and view The Hermit Arcana in it's entirety and take a look at what our team of amazing artists has put together. Everyone's worked really hard and we're so excited to finally share it with you!
âšDOWNLOAD HEREâš
all my behind-the-scenes concept work and such for the HGCZ! i had a blast working on it all.
check out my finished piece here, and check out @hotguycomiczine for the full zine!
fedtrio đ©
I saw a lot of cute fan kids, but no baby Jellie. So I had to do this
MCC Rising was super fun! đđ„
My team placed 5th overall and I got 13th individually and I'm super proud of myself and my team! I'm so glad I got to play with my friends. This is easily one of the best days of my life đ
[Day 365 | Ref to Day 1]
And that's a wrap đȘ»đ„
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fhksjdkwjw ITS OVER. ITS OVERRRRR I MADE ITTTTT
Screaming and losing it. It only started to feel real as I'm posting this rn HRKSJAKSJLELH. A year... 365 pieces (probably a bit less bc I did post wips?) of desert duo... I would make a collage maybe but its prob a lot of work HJASKDHAHEHW
đ«” @vesperionnox @cherrysherin without u guys I wouldn't have been here <3 This challenge kinda became its own thing at some point, but I didn't forget where I started :D
đ„đ„đ„ AAA I hope you guys enjoyed this challenge as much as I did!! but also WOOOOOOOOOOOOO FREEDOM. I WILL DEF STILL BE DRAWING DESERTDUO THO LOL BUT LETS FREAKING GO ONE YEARRRR