@the-adhd-sorcerer :3

i... legitimately hate that this makes sense... i legitimately hate that this exists... i'm going to go cry myself to sleep now ;w;

yes and no, yes because it means we're a vulnerable minority, no because i already have the girlfriend of my dreams :3

Does it make you sad that most people are statistically straight?

^w^ the only sweet I’d put over love is the sweetheart who I replied to!

#aromantic #chocolate

@the-adhd-sorcerer both… I feel both.

Meeee!!!

This… this is why I stopped watching shows and anime… this is also why I think the universe would be better without sentient beings… and why I’m starting to hate every social media platform… I can’t go a day without falling back into depression due to things I see… whether it be twitch, tumblr, discord hell even YouTube… there’s always something that triggers me, and it’s often unavoidable… like yeah there’s an algorithm that curates the content and it’s based off of what I like/follow… but not once did I follow/watch/ask for anything that would make me feel like committing sudoku… I just want to live in my fantasy land of happiness and joy… but the world keeps pushing these harsh realities onto me… and I’m honestly hoping that Canada makes MAID available for mental illness… because I’m tired of living in a dystopian nightmare.

I keep thinking about the Matrix as a trans allegory, and this scene from the Animatrix always hauts me. This machine is protesting in the "million machine march" for the right to be treated with dignity and the very recognition of her humanity. In response, she is viciously assaulted and murdered, called a "skinjob" for daring to look like a woman. Her last words as she is being maimed are

"I'm real!"

@the-adhd-sorcerer sound like anyone you know? ;3

Forced intox is great but imagine someone purposefully getting high to get fucked. They keep taking hits over and over, chasing the high that will make them limp and compliant. Being high will make them be very pliable, and they want to shamelessly bend to your every whim. Maybe they get crossfaded. But once they’ve succumbed to that helpless grasp, you get to do whatever you want to them <3

once... that was the first time i blacked out and the first time i had a seizure. i spent around 30 minutes in a chair feeling like i'm about to faint, the door was knocked on and my dad told me to answer it and i opened the door said something and immediately fell backwards and hit my head causing a physical trauma induced seizure...

have you ever had a pre-syncope (almost fainting) spell that lasts for more than 10 minutes

Same :3

wishing teleportation was real so i could kiss the prettiest girl right now

Yis

Well… you’re the one who wanted to try it… and if it’s dangerous I’m not going to let you do it alone

peeling those sour rainbow gummy strips into long thin strings and putting them into cheap energy drink to create something im calling battery acid spaghetti will update once ive finished it