Prollymaia - Maia

most days i am a museum of things i want to forget.

— E.E. Scott, from Every Day I Am Trying New Techniques To Make Myself Disappear, published in Shabby Doll House

why bother when all they do is lie

sorry i was intense, sensitive and a crybaby, it will happen again

D.W. Winnicott

list of things im handling well currently

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{ Mahmoud Darwish/ Virginia Woolf/ Edgar Allan Poe, from a Letter to Helen Whitman, "The Last Letters of Edgar Allan Poe to Sarah Helen Whitman"/ Albert Camus, The Possessed (transl. By O'Brien)/ Emily Dickinson/ Anton Chekhov, The Complete Works of Anton Chekhov "The Two Volodyas"/ Jodi Picoult, Nineteen Minutes/ Louisa May Alcott, Little Women/ Yann Martel, Life of Pi/ Cameron Awkward-Rich, Meditations in an Emergency/ De profundis/ Oscar Wilde}

BPD is watching yourself burn your own life to the ground over and over again