Prollymaia - Maia

self destructing is the only thing that’s consistently stayed with me and i find a great deal of comfort in it

sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal

just saw a post that said “when you lose the emotional attachment to them, you begin to realize how ordinary they are, and that it was your love and energy that made them unique” and i seriously don’t think i was ready for that

i dont care (this affected me deeply and made me cry for several hours)

having bpd feels like you're a pingpong ball being smacked around by your feelings

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