Wow Wouldn’t It Be So Cool Not To Be Constantly Worried About Abandonment

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— January 25, 1922 | Franz Kafka diaries

Everybody around me has some kind of dreams, goals for the future.

When I look at the future, it's just an empty darkness.

i want to go home

I just wanna be loved

I used to be so over-achieving when I was younger, but now I just feel like I cant do anywhere near as much. Its like after moving away from the trauma, even though I'm in a safer place now, I'm absolutely exhausted. While I was going through the abuse, I was able to achieve so much, and get everything done that I needed to and more. But now it seems like I've been weakened. I was capable of doing more, so how come I can't do it now?

Anyone else feeling this way?