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6:15 PM

I have my revision test tomorrow from 4pm

focusing on chemistry today and going to do maths tomorrow morning

chapters that I'm expecting to complete :

- thermodynamics (today)

- thermochemistry (today)

- sequence and series (tmrw)

- binomial theorem (just the pyqs) (wtv time left)

I just have maybe 60 days until my jee exams first attempt (fuck my life)

Hey cloud , you remind me of someone today <3

Letters from Juliet (II)

All the faith I put upon our names

"Jack and Juliet"

I hear it all the time

I hear angels sing

I see Eden's rosemary bloom

They just fit perfectly with eachother.

But did we?

watching it shatter

As if I didn't know it would.

Everybody looks at me in awe

and my heart aches for your glances

It's saddening.

It's maddening

Too less , after all the nights we spent wrapped around each other's fingers

Our hearts beating together

Our souls touching eachother

"Noone understands me better" You said.

I smiled and told you "I like butterflies"

I like you too.

i fixed your place.

between my coffee and sleep

Between dusk and dawn

Between mortal and immortal

between the gods and devils

Was I really meant to be just one of the chapters in your book?

Was Our story only meant to be till here?

Was this how it was supposed to end?

It's funny.

It's hilarious.

I wish for you.

30 years from now ,

just have a hand on heart and

open the lock on our memories once and look at it ,

with a smile

with a frown

with a tear?

If i was destined to be your distant memory then I hope I gave you good ones

Do call me if you remember my name.

Do come over if you have my address.

If I slip away to hell in my sleep someday

just like we talked about , chuckling

Do you promise to bring lilac prints and lilies to my grave?

Which will probably be lost amongst all your other juliets.

But I promise to tell Satan all about you.

only you.

- Agrima Nath

Letters from Juliet (I)

We're astrologers aren't we jack?

Predicted it all long before our story was anywhere near to "near the end".

Why does it hurt then?

Back in July ,

I remember.

summer skies,

cherry lies.

You and me.

My endless stories.

Your pointless jokes.

loud laughs turned to silent cries,

for how long should one try?

My feet are calloused

My hands are sweaty

And I promise, i can do with all

but my heart.

It's tired.

It has been crushed before

And it can't take it no more

The world has its daggers at me

I crave warmth,

you gave it to me.

held me.

rocked me back and forth.

I loved you,

You loved me.

this was never a love story.

All the predictions we had

"How will it end?"

none ended with us together.

We are not each other's first

And we'll certainly not be last.

But I had faith,

In heaven.

In God.

You didn't.

so god saved you.

-Agrima Nath

Day 4/271 days until finishing my A-level resit

Suuuuuper productive day today! Caught up on all the work I’d missed at certain points in the past 2 weeks.

Finished all my work for tutoring next week

Completed my revision on the cognitive perspective

Finally perfected some knowledge on Moray (1959)

Even had time to meet up with a friend group before they head off to uni next week! Had some lovely vegetarian curry that my friend made me and found some conkers :)

Snack of the day ~ falafels and hummus

Hang on...so you're telling me

I gave my last pre board exam...it went well.. I got 33 followers now and reached 25 reblogs all in the same day??!?!!!!!!

thankyouuuu for appreciating my blog

ilyy all, whoever's reading this <3

I'm so happy yipee!!!!!

11:07 AM

Just came back after giving my physics mid term,

whew

Stayed up till 5:50 for an exam at 7:15 AM

I honestly don't know how it went , it could've been a lot better , I'm not happy with the way it went :''(

My brain hurts a lot, i just want to eat and sleep rn but guess fucking what? ...chem tomorrow

kill me now kill me now

I'll have to start studying by mid noon anyhow

I can't complain cause i brought this on myself

Karma is a bitch

I should've studied beforehand

don't be like me

study now , be sane later

But it's okay , I know I'll bounce back , I just need to take it one day at a time

Sometimes you just need to grab something to eat , take a good nap and get back up

that's it

let's see if I finish mid term or mid term finishes me

I'm the sweetest girl in town so why are you so mean?

Day 3/271 days until finishing my A-level resit

Pretty chill day today, met up with some friends tonight and was totally fascinated by some flowers they had in their living room :D

Did some essay plans for the evaluation of the cognitive perspective

Edited a 15 mark essay for my tutor next week

FINALLY finished off my Observational Methods Research essay!

I’m looking at trying some more study resources/methods. I’m currently using Quizlet and Notion a lot but I’d love some recommendations of other interesting resources!

Snack of the day ~ left over mac and cheese