The Energry Shift From Top Of The Day To The Bottom

I miss me

It’s been a long job.

I’m getting calls because my friends and family have forgotten that a few weeks ago I told them how busy and broke I’d be.

And even though they understood my missing presence, I must be leaving a larger hole than expected.

While I’ve been off learning,

I’ve also been missing me.

My routines have been broken and forgotten

My learned habits have become memories

And my forgotten habits feel like new toys in a goodwill window

Reminding me how nice they were and yet I have to remind myself why I gave them up in the first place.

The job is almost over and I’ll be emerging a new person.

Worn and in need of rest

In need of an uplift

A cry

And then another blast of energy to keep me going.

I miss me

But I’m never the same

Day after day

I keep growing

And I need to learn how to take care of me

Day after day

Learn my needs for each day and work with them

Care for them

I need to learn to hear myself more then anyone else

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Hear me. See me.

All I want

All we want

Is to be heard, seen, and accepted

I understand that we all cannot be perfect. I understand that we all may not get along.

Lifestyles are different and I respect that

I am constantly respecting and understanding everyone else

But I ..

I still don’t feel accepted or understood.

I hear you when you say this is you

But hear me when I say this is me

I will not stop loving

I will not stop understanding

I will not stop

But one day I hope I don’t have to feel alone

One day I hope to be surrounded with energy that matches mine

One day I want to be surrounded by energy that wants to give as equally as it receives

I want to live in a light love

One that matches, and/or, amplifies the light and love that I do my best to put out

And when the burden of love breaks

I want to be understood why it broke , how I ended up here.

Forgive me for the one mistake I made when 90% of the time I am the complete opposite

I pray to one day be understood

I pray to one day live happily in a grace of bliss

One where I am unbothered by the burden of loving.

I love to love but sometimes when it’s not received it hurts and that’s the truth.

I can’t expect people to see or understand why I want to be there and be a light for them. But when they don’t understand I also can’t be upset that they didn’t accept it. I can’t expect people to see the light.

All I can do is continue to love and not worry

It’ll be received

They will be blessed

I will be blessed

Gods got me

I need to keep living

I need to keep loving

Weither it was asked for or not I should do everything with the utmost love and kindness in my heart.

That is the only way to love and the only way to make it

I have to keep doing it because that’s me, I can’t stop being myself.

I can’t hate myself for others not getting me, I can’t hate myself for putting myself out there and being rejected. I can’t hate myself for having a loving spirit. That’s not something that’s wrong.

I am not alone, I am loved.

Gods got me

A clear legend

Rickey Thompson wears high designers for Out Magazine 2018.

📸: Danielle Levitt

Styling: Grant Woolhead

Groomer: Mel Daniels

Love and exchange light everywhere you go.

Be bright in places that are dark

Treat others the way you want to be treated

If you want people to love you

You have to love them.

Make the world a better place

Leave your mark by leaving yourself

Your presence

In the hearts and folds of the world and it’s people

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Dead and no way to remember and memorialize them. Gone with no connections, no heirlooms… that shit hurts.

And that is exactly why they didn’t want them reading and writing! They knew that written documents could be used as pieces of history to connect us

A throw back.

The art of life

My purpose is bigger then my feelings

My art will live longer then me

What I create is important

What I do is important

My existence

My experience

All reflect themselves

In my art

In my words

In my smile

In my walk

My presence

My life reflects through me

Through my pores

Through my finger tips

It has lasting implications

Whatever I leave here

Someone else may one day find

If it’s my kids

My friends

Or a stranger

My something

Will hold value

In another’s hands

Eyes

Ears

Heart

And mind

My life matters

Because it effects others

Your life matters

because it effects others

Life is valuable

Life is not lived alone

You are never truly alone

You are constantly surrounded by the presence of other

In the clothes you wear

To the streets you walk across

You move

You breathe

The same matter

That someone else once did

You stand because someone made it so

You have a path to travel because it was paved for you

The footsteps you leave will guide the next person

The steps you leave will let someone know you were there

We matter

Our futures matter

We are futures

Just as we will be past

Love is another form of addication

The first time you get high its the wildest thing in the world

You’ve never experienced anything like it

Then you keep up with it because it was so much fun.

But you will never have the same experience from that first high.

You will constantly chase that first high and it will never come

You fall in love and everything is wonderful

But then something goes wrong and you don’t want to be here anymore

You don’t want to do this

This relationship isn’t for you

But you remember all the good times and you think you can recreate them

Give it another spark

You had so much fun together, you could totally have more!

But it’s not the same

Your not as in love as you were

You’ve seen too much

You’ve heard too much

You’ve felt way more then you wanted to.

These days together aren’t like the ones in the beginning

Those memories keep you going longer then they should.

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