Oops.

people are so mf dumb, i can’t

how are you going to call yourself my friend and then go around telling people you’re disappointed in me for dating someone i’m not even dating???

who's going to tell my mom that telling me i'm mentally ill but not getting me a diagnosis isn't going to fix me.

i need more skirts, dresses, heels, purses, makeup, stuffed animals OH MY GOD

the perfect trio 🍩🎀

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guilty

i feel guilty when i eat

no matter how healthy it supposedly is

eating in a room full of people gives me anxiety

“she’s such a pig”, i worry they're thinking

it doesn’t matter what i do

the weight i can’t seem to lose

i try to exercise but give up

i try to starve but can’t put in the work

it sucks cause it just makes me feel worse

every time i fail, i’m such a fuck up

i can’t do anything right

i have no self control or discipline

i think about what it would be like to pick up a knife

and get rid of all the parts of me i don’t need

parts i wish i didn’t have to see

as i look at my reflection

i would probably end up dying

but i don’t care, not when i look like this

ninth grade me would be so disappointed with where we’re at right now

I WANNA RELAPSE