Who's Going To Tell My Mom That Telling Me I'm Mentally Ill But Not Getting Me A Diagnosis Isn't Going

Dominic fike didn't have to go so hard on this song but I'm glad he did

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a homesickness for a home to which you cannot return, a home which maybe never was; the nostalgia, the yearning, the grief for the lost places of your past.

I would rather starve than workout honestly

dare i say it’s better than the original

sabrina's cover of i knew you were trouble doesn't get nearly as much recognition as it should

Girls who cry when they’re angry are angels

˖ ࣪ 𝜗𝜚 ˖ ࣪ 𝜗𝜚 ˖ ࣪ 𝜗𝜚

girl dinner 😭

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guilty

i feel guilty when i eat

no matter how healthy it supposedly is

eating in a room full of people gives me anxiety

“she’s such a pig”, i worry they're thinking

it doesn’t matter what i do

the weight i can’t seem to lose

i try to exercise but give up

i try to starve but can’t put in the work

it sucks cause it just makes me feel worse

every time i fail, i’m such a fuck up

i can’t do anything right

i have no self control or discipline

i think about what it would be like to pick up a knife

and get rid of all the parts of me i don’t need

parts i wish i didn’t have to see

as i look at my reflection

i would probably end up dying

but i don’t care, not when i look like this

i think about this an unhealthy amount

my biggest fear is fainting and being too heavy for one person to carry me