if i didnt make my own decisions, my life would be so much better ππ½πΊπ½
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TW: loneliness and depression
it's easy to tell myself sometimes that im alright being on my own..but when the people who you would lay down your life for say that they have more important things going on in their life than you, it stings. i haven't seen my closest friends in months, and when i was finally looking forward to that, they cancel, and profusely apologise.
i can't even say that im mad because ive grown far too much to hate and grudge for life to occur to someone, but i wish i could say that people i miss, do infact miss me to. i fear that no one really misses me at all, and it'll be alright for them to ghost me for some more months, as they have done.
i worry that my love has faltered in appearing back to me, and perhaps that is all my fault. i guess i am lonely, and tied down to the walls of a home that offers me only contempt and control disguised as care and catharsis. my friends don't feel mine anymore, and i suppose that feeling this lonely might just be my new constant.
loneliness physically aches me, and i physically ache with moments of hope, fading with each second that another person tells me they'd rather be somewhere else than ask me how i was. i feel selfish, but still so deeply, utterly, lonely.
Hello ππΈ,
I hope you're well. Dr. Farhat's family urgently needs our help due to the ongoing violence. Please share and support the "Save Dr. Farhat's family from genocide in Gaza" campaign. Every share makes a difference.
Link: https://gofund.me/e9f9ce20
Thank you so much for any support you can provide π.
With gratitude,
Dr. Farhat's Family πΉ
Verified campaign #248 by @el-shab-husseinΒ @nabulsi.
Hoping this reaches people who can donate!
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Hello,
How do you do ? I hope to be in a good condition.
This is my special campaign
We hope to help us by donating or sharing to others.
Every donation makes a different even if it a small.
As you know, the war began on October 7 and lasted ten months. During this period, we were unable to obtain food, drink, or treatment because we did not have money.
There is no source of income for the family at the present time, so we are unable to buy food, clean water, and medicine, especially after we are afflicted with the ongoing infectious diseases spread in the north like Hepatitis C disease.
Our house has been damaged a lot since the beginning of the war. We are from the north of Gaza and we are still in the north and have not displaced to the south. We displaced 10 times from place to another seeking to safety .
We hope for your help and support, even if only a little.
This is the link if you would to read our story well ππ
https://gofund.me/4e896ac1
Thank you all
Hope this gets vetted soon! and i cant donate unfortunately, but i do hope this reaches people who can!
me the minute i sat in this cab to go to uni; can i just be a 5 yr old with my grandma making me lunch as i run around the house and laugh again please? Why did I have to grow up (β Tβ Tβ )(β Tβ Tβ )(β Tβ Tβ )(β Tβ Tβ )(β Tβ Tβ )
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@itolduthings I LOVE YOU SO MUCH... you are the best bestie ever!!!!!!
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