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Logan Angst One shot

Characters: Logan, Remus, Virgil, Patton and Roman

TW: nothing i can think of

Hurt/No comfort

tell me if I need to add anything

After the most recent video, Logan goes to his room. He doesn’t feel sad or angry. He just feels numb. He doesn’t know what to do. Scream? Cry? Both? He just sits down and starts working. It’s 5 pm when he starts to work. Somehow, he’s still working at midnight, not feeling the least bit tired. Morning comes around, he’s still working. Noon comes around, he’s still working. He’s not hungry, tired, or stressed. He just keeps working.

Then, Remus barges in. He doesn’t care for boundaries. “Hey, Nerdy Wolverine!”

Logan doesn’t respond...

“Nerdy wolverine?”

Logan sighs, “I’m working, Remus!”

“But you were working last night! You skipped our experiments!” Remus whined.

“I know, Remus! I love our science experiments, but I need to get this done!”

“Have one of the others do it!”

“They never do!” Logan rested his head on his hand.

“But I wanna have fun!”

Logan was getting angry. “Ree... I have to finish this!”

“Logie~!” Remus whined, “I can’t have fun with Jan anymore! He left! And orange doesn’t like me! You’re the only one who plays with me!”

Logan snapped. “Remus Creativity Sanders!” I am working and I cannot do anything that’s fun! I have to finish and distractions are not allowed!”

Remus stared at him. Logan slapped a hand on his mouth when he realised what he said. “R-Rem-”

“No.” Remus sounded close to crying. “I’ll just go see if Roman wants to fight the dragon witch...” Remus walked out the door, shutting it behind him.

As soon as the door shut, Logan broke down. A few minutes later, he stood up. I have work to do. I can’t do anything until it’s done.

Logan start to work, not stopping again. About ten minutes later, Patton and Virgil started pounding on the door. Logan opened the door, reluctantly. “What?” As soon as the word left his mouth, the both started screaming at him.

Logan just closed the door in their faces. He was done taking their crap. Why should he take their crap? Its not like they helped him with the amount of work he had. He worked 24/7 and nobody cared.

About a month later, Logan was constantly working to no end. Nobody even checked on him. He hadn’t left his room at all. He didn’t leave for food, water or anything.

When Logan finished his work, he left his room. Everyone ignored him. Logan went back to his room shut the door and collapsed to the floor, sobbing. When he stopped sobbing, he was done. He kept the door closed and never left. He even made the door disappear. Nobody could get in or even talk to him. He only appeared for the videos, then disappeared. They couldn’t follow him though.

Im sorry for the stupid ending.

BREAK MY HEART WHY DONT YOU!

THAT WAS UNCALLED FOR

But seriously, I think I know what your referring too.

You know what would be funny? If the new Asides episode was set to come out on a significant date.

Like, I don't know, Halloween.

Or maybe... November 3rd?

Okay I have an idea for a Chicago Fire episode.

So Ritter gets hurt bad in the sense that he's in critical condition for a bit but not bad enough that he has to leave or dies.

Now hear me out. I want to see how this affects Gallo. They're best friends and Gallo relies on him more than anyone else. We would get even more of them. We could see Gallo struggling at the house again and we could have Casey talking to him. Casey might bring up Andy and Gallo shut him up immediately because he doesn't want to hear the possibility of Ritter dying. We could have someone (probably Violet) asking why he's in the kitchen so much and he says something about him and Ritter cooking for the house and that being in the kitchen helps him with his thoughts. He doesn't go to Molly's often, choosing to visit Ritter and at the end of the episode Sharon or Ethan tell him the good news.

I would also like to see Hermann and Mouch's worried father thing. They brought him and helped shape him. Hermann would be taking it really hard since he's his Lieutenant, he's the one who orders Ritter around in fires. Mouch and Hermann's friendship could be shown a bit more with Mouch reassuring Hermann it's not his fault (it isn't his fault it's the fires fault) and Hermann telling Mouch that bringing Ritter to 51 was the right decision (remember Ritter wanted to quit in season 7).

We could also see some of Eric. We could see how this takes a toll on their relationship. I know we've seen it before and Eric knows the risks of Ritter's job but seeing his bf in a hospital bed could make him think. We could see Gallo bonding with Eric.

I dunno though it's just a thought.

then one day...

logan, angry: pass me the aux cord

patton, oblivious: sure logie!

virgil, scrambling from the couch: NO!

patton: *hands to logan*

virgil: *yanks it out* pAtToN hE cOuLdVe VaPoRiZeD uS

Patton: he wouldn’t have done that kiddo!

logan: Yes i would have. I was going to *walks out of room

Logan: did you know that there's a sound that can boil water?

Virgil: ...hey guys don't hand Logan the aux cord when he's angry or we might all get instantly vaporized

you do that. i help with happiness i draw those pictures

Just a quick, sad thing

Logan's, "I'm here to deliver one last fact and then I will do you all a favor and spare you my company."

It reminds me of when my best friend attempted. Her last message to her girlfriend was, "Don't worry, this is the last argument we'll have. I'll spare you and Logan the pain of my words."

He was like you skipped me. I don't need your fake sympthy

everyone talks about how logan said "i will do you all a favour and spare you my company" but no one talks about how, when patton went "Aw Logan-" logan cut him off by yelling. he really hates to get interrupted

he is mad. so mad. and i love him

I need to find this

So theres this sanders sides fanfic i read where the sides turn into teens. and logans the youngest (12 i think) and he gets kidnapped. then the others get kidnapped too. then logan gets sent to a different dimension and the other sides take him in (the dark sides, well light sides of the dimension) then they call virgil and logan overhears him say the other logan is better (the logan from the alternate universe)

please help me find it. ive been looking for it for literal months

Holy shit! That kid better not have done what I thought he did!

And who found him stepping off the chair?

If it was a sibling, I will probably cry!

Logan Ramirez- Suicide by hanging- Age ten

I mean, this is gonna be a fucked up story because I graciously gifted young, sweet, innocent Logan with the most fucked up backstory.

TW: Child abuse, alcohol mention, violence, blood, rape, bullying, homophobia, racism, self harm, suicide.

The blood soaked straight through the black cotton sleeves of Logan's jacket. He had tried to make it stop before he left for school, but failed and immediately regretted cutting right before school. Remy saw it the second he noticed Logan. He grabbed his arm and rolled his sleeve back.

"Logan, please..." he begged him to listen. Logan pulled his arm away.

"Remy, I don't think there's anything you or I could do to fix this." It was true, anyone could see it. Logan Ramirez was so far gone that nobody would ever get him back. Logan was suddenly thrown into a locker. He felt warm blood soak the back of his jacket.

At least it'll match the sleeves now, Logan thought.

"Hey, whore!" the eighth grader who'd pinned him against the locker sneered. "What happened to your arm? Is your mama beating you?"

"No, I did it to myself," Logan deadpanned. No reason to hide it anymore. Nobody would care anyway. The boy pushed him harder against the locker and got right in his face.

"Yeah, faggot? You cut yourself? Why?" Logan didn't answer. He didn't even look the boy in the eyes. He didn't cry or scream. He remained silent. The boy threw him to the floor and someone else threw Remy down. A group of kids surrounded them, laughing at them.

"Go to hell, faggots!" A girl's voice called.

"Nobody wants you here, brownies!" Another voice called. Everyone laughed. Remy cried. Logan's expression didn't change in the slightest. Logan silently and emotionlessly took the beat down he was getting. When the hallway cleared, he and Remy ran to the bathroom, which was empty, thank God. They attempted to clean up the blood, but knew it was hopeless at that point. It had already soaked through their clothes and they were all bruised up anyway. They heard the door open and Remy paled with fear.

The boy was older, maybe seventh grade. He locked eyes with Logan and lunged at him, pinning him to the wall.

"Get off of him!" Remy shouted.

"Shut it!"

"Remy, don't-" The boy covered Logan's mouth until Logan stopped trying to talk. Remy ran from the bathroom to go ask for help, but nobody ever came back.

The older boy reached into Logan's pants.

"Yeah, I bet you like that, faggot! So robotic! Maybe you'll finally feel something. Fag!" Logan tried to remain emotionless. He'd been so good at being emotionless. He'd done so well at faking it. He hadn't shown any emotion in public for years.

But when the boy had pulled down his pants and started doing unspeakable things to him, Logan screamed.

"Ayudame! Remy, ayudame!"

But nobody ever came back.

Five minutes later, Logan was left on the bathroom floor alone, curled into himself, sobbing. He wanted to go home, but home was worse.

That afternoon, he walked home, completely numb for the first time. He'd always been great at hiding emotions, but he still felt them until now.

Logan's mother immediately ordered him to cook dinner for himself and his siblings, and he silently obeyed. An empty beer bottle narrowly missed his head and broke on the window.

"You can't do anything right!" she screamed. Logan remained silent. He couldn't make himself talk even if he wanted. She threw another beer bottle. This time, she hit him. Logan ignored the blood and started cleaning up the broken glass. She picked him up and started hitting him, all the while Logan didn't make a sound. He ran to his room the second he got a chance and broke down sobbing. Logan never wanted this. Then, his eyes fell on a long piece of thick rope. He didn't bother writing a note. Nobody, not even Remy, would care enough to read it.

Logan tied the rope to the ceiling, stood on his chair, and tied it around his neck. He stared out the window, tears still rolling down his cheeks. But now, he was smiling weakly. He heard someone run up the stairs.

"I'm sorry, Remy. I love you," he whispered. Just when the door burst open, Logan stepped off the chair.

-----

I'm sorry.

Projecting? No, not me. Of course not.

Ayudame translates to "help me".

oh right

when does he ever take the burden?

never

Virgil: L?

Logan: *holding baby Remus and Roman, doing his geometry homework, and talking on the phone with Janus* Yeah, Virge?

Virgil: You amaze me.

Logan: Aw, thank you, you amaze me too. *leans in and kisses him*

Virgil: I- uh- th- thanks.

Women have to be held to the same standards, but for some fucked up reason, people think it's fucking sexism or shit like that. I will never fucking understand that.

And I am so sorry you had to go through that! I know it probably doesn't help and that the damage is already done, but I still am so sorry for that and I hope that one day the world will realise how fucked up it is and how fucked up kids will/are be if/since this continues happening!

Women and girls shouldn't get lighter punishments for rape.

When I was seven, I was raped multiple times by a female teacher. She would keep me after school or keep me in during recess because I had "work." And she would touch me in ways I didn't like and it escalated to rape. I didn't fully understand what was happening, but I knew it was bad. When I told someone, they thought I was joking.

When I was nine, I had an autistic female friend, who was twelve at the time and one of my friend's older sister. She didn't understand there were rules for how you showed you like someone, and she kissed me and touched me and eventually forced herself on me. I told my other friends, including that girl's brother, and they said I couldn't be mad at her because she was a girl and she was autistic. So I tried to forgive her, but I can't.

When I was ten, I had to go to the high school for band and I met this junior girl. She was nice to me. I trusted her and I trusted she would treat me well and be nice to me. I saw her as an older sister, buy that's not how she felt. She asked me to do sexual things with her and I said no. She got angry and threatened me if I didn't, so I did. I let her do whatever she wanted to me. And when I tried to tell the principal, he ignored it.

When I was eleven, I was in marching band, and I was good at my instrument. I met a fourteen year old girl who also played the same instrument, and we started dating. I didn't realize she was manipulating me until I got a little older. I was naive and innocent. It started out as a normal friendship, she said I was good at playing my instrument. She was sweet, she called me smart. But when she had me pinned to the wall, I realized she didn't care how good I was at the saxophone. For two years this went on. I was with her for two years and let her do these things to me because I was scared of what she would do if I didn't. When I told my cousin, she thought I was joking and laughed.

And then, I was twelve. I had a friend who was my age. I met her in class. She was nice to me. Finally, a girl who just wanted to be my friend. Who didn't want to screw me. We would spend all our free time together. Hours every day, talking and playing video games. She was a great friend. And then, she said we would be a good couple. I had trauma from the last four girls who said that, and I immediately told her no. So, naturally, she screwed me and kept my hoodie. I went home that night feeling like pure shit. It was snowing too, and I had to walk home in a t shirt. I didn't stop crying for a week. She tried to talk to me, but I ran away. I couldn't tell my parents. Why would they ever believe me anyway? Nobody else did.

So yeah, women who rape deserve every ounce of the same punishment men who rape do. The females who raped me got no punishment. It's not a symbol of female empowerment. It's not something to be proud of. It's fucked up and I have to live with the memories of these five females sexually abusing me. I have to be ashamed of my past because of what these women did to me, and I know I'm not the only one.

I just needed to talk about this because I see women who talk about raping their SO like it's something to be proud of. It's not, get in the dumpster, love.