Chronic Illness Life Is Going To See A New Primary Care Doc And Getting Five Referrals By The End Of

now that its nicer out and im getting out and about and enjoying life a bit more i just want to say a few things xoxo

first acab

second if i ever see a “punk” making fun of a disabled person im shoving my cane up your ass <3

omfg literally stfu nobody cares about what you say

friendly reminder RAMCOA is real and exists. there are plenty of systems out there who have suffered this abuse and live their lives with the consequences.

i just think people need to remember them sometimes because they deserve to be acknowledged and feel seen too.

disclaimer: im not a fan of endogenic systems, i dont believe you can be a system and not have trauma but i have questions for endogenic systems:

for endogenics or ppl that call themselves mixed origin because some alters are formed without trauma; you are aware that thats called an aparent normal part and thats a sign of trauma correct? like everything on the dissociation spectrum has it so you have to have at least one anp

how do you even know where one alter ends and another begins? youd have to dissociate to have the amnesia barriers seperating your parts and to do that means youd need like a huge stresser in your life which would be the caus of you being plural which would then make you traumagenic so like how does that even work?

also does anyone have actual trustworthy resources on endogenic systems that supports their existance?

we’re such a mess but in such a fun chaotic way

we’re simultaneously reading “Pride And Prejudice”, writing our own queer murder mystery academia novel, writing a superhero novel, writing not one, not two, not three, but four fanfics from different fandoms, and rewatching both Moon Knight and Our Flag Means Death over and over and over again

I really don’t know what this system needs but it’s probably more therapy

i go on x/twitter and see this shit

what fucking year is it 🧍

I've got another one

Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar

tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better

will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol

i made a polycrows sims household and inej and kaz had a baby

nina and matthias both have loyalty issues though and keep getting jealous of each other's relationship with the others (specifically with inej)

wylan's the only one currently bringing in a large enough paycheck for them to pay the bills

jesper's constantly wanting to woohoo and milo (their dog) is kinda just there existing

ive decided im bored of them all living in the same house so im going to have an accident happen where jordie (the baby, currently toddler) drowns and have a major blow out over that between a few of the crows so i can move them out into seperate neighboring houses im working on preparing rn

alright, now that moon knight is out, this is your reminder to actually listen to people with DID when they talk about the show

new headcanon

evan rosier is a lesboy