man have y'all ever FELT yourself become more confident? like literally FELT it? bc OHHH what an amazing feeling. the other day i wore a tank top and jeans and realized that im wearing a fucking tank top. in public. and i hadnt ONCE thought smth negative. and i js felt so fucking amazing and happy and it was so exhilarating and then another day i wore a cutesy little peplum top and ONCE AGAIN i felt AWESOME and i was js so happy. bc knowing that if you were to show me from not even a year or two ago but me from the beginning of this year a photo of me wearing the tank or the peplum top in public and id freak tf out and i did that shit IN PUBLIC WITHOUT GIVING AF???? OHH THAT FELT GREATT
bro i literally do not know what to fucking write for my damn ficðŸ˜ðŸ˜its gonna be a damn MONTH since i last updated ts and im NOOOWHERE near done. im not even fucking like halfway. i actually skipped writing a bit cuz i didnt know wtf to do and then wrote a bit more and then JUST realized that i have to write all that shit too. and like theres a LOT that i skipped overðŸ˜ðŸ˜ and i have no motivation to write cuz idk what to do. like ill sit down and get ready to write and then ill put music on (cuz i write w music) and i forgot about the fic and jammed out to my music while putting makeup on. or ill js watch my netflix show. or ill see my pinterest tab open and go there.
im so fucking screwed
tfw your fyp turns into stranger things edits and compilations and bloopers again and you realize that this is the last time it'll happen.
as ive said, im watching gilmore girls rn. and she's with logan and jess js showed up again. and OHHHH MAAAA GAWDDDD HES AMAZING??????? HES NOT A DOUCHEBAG???? AND HES SMART AND HE GOT HIMSELF TOGETHER AND FIXED HIMSELF UP?????? AND HE WROTE A BOOK AND CAME DOWN TO HAND DELIVER IT TO RORYY???????
HE. HAND. DELIVERED. IT. TO. RORY.
JESS SUPREMACY PLEASEEE >>>>>
so real
SOMEONE COMMENTED ON MY AO3 FIC IM ABOUT TO EXPLODE
i can't believe that some people DONT like dogs like wtf you sicko get tf away from me
Spending adult money correctly
on self-love
?// @heavensghost // @roach-works //Richard Bach //?// @bakwaaas // @llleighsmith // Clarice Lispector// Anonymous
the thing that no one tells you about being someone who's gaurded over their vulnerability and their tears, is when you finally need someone to talk to, when your finally crying at night, your body shaking and your throat raw - there's no friend for you to talk to. you're alone, and for a moment, you regret being so tough on your emotions.
oh if im not gonna be able to tell people my insane stupid funny stories when im all old and grandma idk what i would do. cuz best believe i am not dying without living a life. i want to do so much i want to have fun. idgaf if i get in trouble or wvtr i js wanna live and live fun.
live a little y'know?
BROO DID YALL SEE THE STRANGER THINGS SEASON FIVE ANNOUNCEMENT???
in case you haven't yet <3
part 1 - november 26th
part 2 - christmas day
the finale - new years eve
im SO beyond excited it looked fucking amazing and im hoping and wishing that the ending is good and they didn't absolutely butcher it. but dude. why the FUCK would they drop it NOW?????? SIX MONTHS???? 😆🔫